adrastea

so it's 5:50 pm on Saturday. And I just woke up 50 minutes ago. I've seriously got to fix this sleeping shit. I stayed up for 41 hours because of an all nighter for a test, and then after the test I just felt like staying up. For some reason I just didn't want to go to sleep. By that point I was so out of it that my brain was going haywire and everything was spinning around in my head. I'm not really sure where my thoughts were by the time I actually laid in bed. I'm pretty sure most of the day I was asleep with my eyes open. When a blinking light, that I'm not even sure if it was blinking, started fucking with my head, I finally decided it was time to crash. I'm not really sure how I made it for that 41 hours. Lots and lots of energy drinks and adderall. On a normal day I sleep 12 to 14 hours, then stay up less than that. I was recently diagnosed with narcolepsy because of just how much I sleep. And well, I fall asleep ANY FUCKING WHERE. Movie - I'm asleep. Class - I'm asleep. Car - I'm asleep. Whatever - I'm asleep. I have to be up and moving and keeping my mind active and I'm usually fine. That is if I get plenty of sleep (around 12 hours) the night before. They gave me drugs to fix it all. But so far it has only helped me not doze off. Otherwise, I'm still going to sleep forever.

Other than that, I'm still trying to fully figure everything out on this site. Somehow I added myself as a friend because i'm my own friend, and I don't have a CLUE how? Weird. But I can't wait for my set to go live. May 3 at 9 pm central standard time. Save the date.

I hope everyone is having a splendid weekend!



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