adoresmom

I'm drowning in depression and it totally sucks. Sometimes you just get tired of being ms independant, and would like for somebody to do something for you. My washing machine won't work, my cable was shut off so I can't even get one channel, I can't even figure out how to put Jeremiah's little potty attached to the toilet. I have no money, as usual, and now I need to find a used washing machine from somewhere, and they want 149 bucks to turn the cable back on. My ex husband is being an ass, I need to have a yard sale but either I am working on Sat or else I have Jeremiah. His mom is too busy with her life to worry about him, and just when I think she is starting to do better, it ends, just like I figure it will. I don't know if it is because I am stressed and depressed, but he seems to be acting horrible lately. And the devastation from Hurricane Katrina is overwhelming. So thats my life, sucks doesn't it?