It is so strange being single. i have a date tonight. dates are weird....i don't understand the concept-can't register the meaning. i'm still seeing my ex too. very strange. i'm supposed to go back to work on Monday next week. and I'm not sure if i'm ready. I'm still in a lot of pain from the surgery, and still taking medication. shit, I can't even drive very well right now, how can I take care of someone's finances? in usual surgeries they make two incisions and take half an hour to an hour to complete. mine was nearly two hours and five incisions. but the nurse seems to think monday is fine to return to work. i'm so confused. for instance, this "date" of mine tonight will probably wear me out...I will sit around and nap all day, then the simple act of going to dinner then coming home will make me collapse and sleep. too weak right now.
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trebo:
Hey Adonis.. 
...You need to take it easy!...Until you feel "up to it"...Don't do anything you don't feel like doing...Dates and work included...Take care of your body as much as you can...Visualize a white or yellow healing light around you...ANd fore some reason yuou fade off to sleep then thats fine...Just dont exert too much energy...You have to conserve it...I will send some healing energy your way...Take care of yourself! 
...You need to take it easy!...Until you feel "up to it"...Don't do anything you don't feel like doing...Dates and work included...Take care of your body as much as you can...Visualize a white or yellow healing light around you...ANd fore some reason yuou fade off to sleep then thats fine...Just dont exert too much energy...You have to conserve it...I will send some healing energy your way...Take care of yourself! 
contextual:
Peace Adonis, peace. I agree with trebo, take it easy. Spend some time with yourself and rest when you need to. Take another week off work. Ignore the Spanish stalker, ignore your ex -- pay attention to yourself.