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adonis

North Carolina

Member Since 2005

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Friday Jul 29, 2005

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july fades...insomnia 6:16am it's been hours. surgery tuesday...birthday wednesday....insomnia thursday....pain pills, well every day. the surgery was a success...didn't have to have a hysterectomy as expected. i can still reproduce!! fuck reproduction. why would i be so selfish as to reproduce when there are so many children who need to be adopted. glancing over at my flowers...sunflowers look so fake. not even a seed of realness. just like everyone. i have five incisions on my belly. new scars. but the most painful scars are those that HE left. the combination is treacherous...emotional and physical pain overlapping. "i dream to heal your wounds but i bleed myself"
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Happy to hear you don't need a hysterectomy, that's major surgery that's not to be taken lightly even though it's fairly common. Even though you don't want to reproduce now that can certainly change with time.

Thanks for the great comments about the photos. The nighttime certainly adds to the effect, as you said. I've gone back in the day and never had the same sort of magic come out of it.

Thanks for your other nice comment. Flattery will get you everywhere with me. You have beautiful eyes, sweetie. Is that me I see reflecting back in them in your profile pic?
Jul 29, 2005
flow4eva:
DO you mind if I pull up a spot next to you and bathe in the sun? Someone to talk to, someone with whom I can relate. Why is it so hard to not give a fuck?
Aug 1, 2005

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