adonis

i don't know what to say here. i don't feel like complaining. but optimism is so boring. why not complain. i am on vacation next week, but instead of spending it actually on vacation, i'll be in the hospital and then in bed. because if i miss work any other time i'll be risking my job. funny they give me four weeks of personal time to use, and I have three weeks left, but i have been spoken to about "how I take time off." fuckers. apparently if you want to move forward you shouldn't use any of the time given to you to take. it's bullshit really, and i don't understand. but that's why i am forfeiting my vacation to take care of health bullshit so no one will talk about how i miss work. sometimes i feel like someone is out to get me at work.....like when i get called out on copying the wrong person in an email, or not copying the right person, and i think, goddamnit, if you have enough time to bitch about unimportant emails, should you really be running a company? i think it's because they're jealous that i'm so smart and talented. oh, and i forgot the adorable part. fucking personal days and fucking mortal coil.