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Thursday May 07, 2009

May 7, 2009
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i saw the sun rise and set twice in one day. drank too much coffee. and i'm pissed off that i can't smoke in the house anymore. fucking everyone has stayed the same- seems like only i have changed. when i sit in my booth, drinking coffee with friends, it feels like i never left at all. in my head, i'm screaming. things they'd probably never understand. i'm trying so hard to remember when, the glass fogged up and i could no longer see in. there are the things i lost....there are the things i gave up....there are the things i wrapped up in pretty paper disguising the insides. this room looks exactly the same as i left it; only the cigarette smoke has dissipated. this is exactly where and when i begin again....only this time i'm packing less and giving more of myself than i have before. i'm leaving a decade's worth of extra baggage behind, and i'm saying fuck it...because i can always buy more.
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I wish you luck on your travels. If it helps, you are not the only one who feels lost in life.
May 13, 2009

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