adonis

i'm thinking in purple today. lilacs and lavender and grays. sleeping somewhere between 3 and 13 hours a day. i cut my own hair from time to time. but i didn't today. i'm not talking just cutting bangs either, i mean full fledged holding hair in the back up and snipping. i find it liberating and i can't argue with the hairdresser for doing a bad job, not that i enjoy arguing at all because i don't. do you know why i don't usually capitalize my "i"s? because it's a lot like the word God in that it refers directly to one person and yet the capital-ness of it implies a kind of superiority i think. and i really don't think peas and carrots taste swell together. not in the same can. maybe in a stir fry or fried rice deal but not in a can definitely not in a can. i have purple peacock socks. the socks are purple the peacock is multicolored but not purple. she's white bodied. also purple unicorn socks, again the unicorn isn't purple just the actual sockie sock. no i'm not drugged up out of my mind. no i didn't take too many methadones today at least not that i remember anyways. i just used to love purple so much...the dark kind... and I don't remember what happened. i figure if i surround myself and shroud myself in purple things i will love purple.