adonia

I just went to fire up the photoshop and the damn thing won't come up...something about reinstalling. Who has time for this shit? I need to go to sleep...the crack of dawn awaits...I am pretty sure I was supposed to be born Paris Hilton Filthy Fucking Rich and somehow, here I am struggling along..fuckers

He left this weekend, btw. Came to get the last of his stuff today. We went to lunch and acted like adults. Did he know I secretly wanted to smash every window and whip the shards of glass around like a maniac? I gave his the ring last weekend when it ended...I have not really taken a deep breath since then.

A great friend came to town and last night we went out for drinks. His girlfriend just had a baby. He loves the baby, doesn't want to marry the Mom. We got into one of those philosophical is this it conversations. I told him I am just assuming that being a grown up is synonymous with feeling unfulfilled.

He promptly ordered us two shots each.