For the last few years, I have been battling my porn addiction. It is quite destructive and has had a very negative impact on my life. It’s akin to being an alcoholic or an addict of any kind. Looking at porn is self harming.
I looked at it to deal with loneliness. To numb the pain that I felt from years of being teased, abandoned and ignored. I used porn to cope. It was easy to masturbate to porn and get lost in fantasy. All to get away from a life I hated. It kept going and going.
My last attempts to quit have come from when I’m attached to someone. This time I don’t and I’m open to how I’m feeling
So, I’m saying that, I’m taking a month off of here. As much as I like women’s bodies and as much as I have interesting friends on here, I need a break to let my mind reset.
I will be back in 30 days 😊to those who know me, feel free to email me
This is a journey which I must take to find myself
