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Come take me away,

Crucify me and make me a martyr.

Wash away my sins and let my name shine.

Make the memories epic make me into a saint.

This world has showed me no courtesy.

Put me to the other side and show me a brighter light.

By myself or as a pair Ive always walked alone.

I feel betrayed.

Those close have singed me.

Judas to go against me in my weakest hour,

My mind recoils in agony.

I can take no more.

I gave my SOUL.

I gave all I could.

I tried to be good.

I know I wasnt always.

All betrayed,

All left me to my own pain.

Nobody cared enough to see it through.

The demons inside have showed themselves once too often.

I pay for my sin.

Maybe my plight seems trite to those who cant see through my eyes.

My own eyes left betray me.

En route from my eyes to my brain from my brain to my mouth

My messages get contorted.

Nobody knows how I truly feel.

I do not know.

I supplement my life by occupying it numb.

Each waking hour I fiend for numb.

I need resolve.

Have I quieted my pain by medicating it?

Have I just made it scream louder once the pain returns?

My hands are shaking.

Come hold my hands.

I would rather die than hurt another.

So crucify me for my sins.

Let me be.