So my boyfriend and I recently decided to try an open relationship...
He's my best friend, and the energy that we share can't be matched. So sex with another person, either gender, is just sex. This is something I've had a difficult time fully grasping. Keeping emotions out of every session with another person can be hard enough, but keeping emotions out of your partners' encounters, I would imagine, would be even harder. So, in this situation, is ignorance bliss? Would it benefit me more not to know?
Lately, I've been fantasizing all fuckin' day and night about my first random hook-up!
I'm so excited! And I'm not too uncomfortable with the thought of him with another girl, our agreement being just one night stands. But I love the idea of a good friend with benefits. 
This could work with another couple, but what if I want one for myself. Is that selfish? Crossing a line? I dunno if I could handle him having one. damn.
this is gunna be an adventure! if it gets too crazy we can always stop. but whenever I think about it, I get such a rush! just telling me to go for it!! ...... fuck it! you're either on the bus, or you're off the bus.
He's my best friend, and the energy that we share can't be matched. So sex with another person, either gender, is just sex. This is something I've had a difficult time fully grasping. Keeping emotions out of every session with another person can be hard enough, but keeping emotions out of your partners' encounters, I would imagine, would be even harder. So, in this situation, is ignorance bliss? Would it benefit me more not to know?
Lately, I've been fantasizing all fuckin' day and night about my first random hook-up!
I'm so excited! And I'm not too uncomfortable with the thought of him with another girl, our agreement being just one night stands. But I love the idea of a good friend with benefits. This could work with another couple, but what if I want one for myself. Is that selfish? Crossing a line? I dunno if I could handle him having one. damn.
this is gunna be an adventure! if it gets too crazy we can always stop. but whenever I think about it, I get such a rush! just telling me to go for it!! ...... fuck it! you're either on the bus, or you're off the bus.
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Go for it! It might hurt at times, but you know what you want and you can handle it. 