ya know i realized something this morning.
i realized that i've never really given this site this group of people fair credit. see i joined this group looking for porn. looking for pics of hot goth chicks to satisfy my fetish. and while this site does do that for me. i've only ever really looked at the pictures. rarely and by rarely i mean look...
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i realized that i've never really given this site this group of people fair credit. see i joined this group looking for porn. looking for pics of hot goth chicks to satisfy my fetish. and while this site does do that for me. i've only ever really looked at the pictures. rarely and by rarely i mean look...
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devil_bitch:
Astroglide 
I like Slippery Kitty it is pretty similar to Astroglide. HA. Anyway, well good to see that you are giving non naked people a chance. I hardly ever look at the photosets anymore. *shrug*
I like Slippery Kitty it is pretty similar to Astroglide. HA. Anyway, well good to see that you are giving non naked people a chance. I hardly ever look at the photosets anymore. *shrug* 
belladea:
I was looking through my old doodles from work and thought you might like these. I drew lots of stuff on the backs of sales slips. Mostly dragons.
so i got a call the other day. actually it was today i think. was from my old job. selling used textbooks to schools, to help save them money. any way they offered me my old job back.told them i would have an answer for them by friday. which was my way of stalling untill i could make sure i had a way there everyday....
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trixel:
That's awesome And from your tone, it sounds like it was a place you enjoyed working at. *HUG*
And from your tone, it sounds like it was a place you enjoyed working at. *HUG*
devil_bitch:
That is great. You should do it. The universe works on it's own time frame.
Oh and I like to be poked. *snickers*
Oh and I like to be poked. *snickers*
*sigh* i didn't get the loan. but my woman tells me that she gets a shit ton of money this week, so we're gonna go look at clunkers i can afford rather than the 2003 mustang i wanted. i hate this planet. this country. society sucks
i wish we lived back in the old days when men were men and sheep were afraid.
i wish...
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i wish we lived back in the old days when men were men and sheep were afraid.
i wish...
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tarnish:
I know exactly what you mean! I HATE not having a vehicle. It's been almost a year...like 8 months or something, since our truck just up and died. And there is no way in hell we'd ever qualify for a loan. UGH! I need a new job. 
Fuck that shiznit. I'm not as goth as some people, but I definitely get stared at a lot, and it's not something I'm aiming for. I mean hell, I'm already fat, I dont really want to draw MORE attention to myself. But i do like my style of dress. I've always liked darker colors, and weird hair, and I accept the stares that come along with it, but I'm not aiming for it.
Fuck that shiznit. I'm not as goth as some people, but I definitely get stared at a lot, and it's not something I'm aiming for. I mean hell, I'm already fat, I dont really want to draw MORE attention to myself. But i do like my style of dress. I've always liked darker colors, and weird hair, and I accept the stares that come along with it, but I'm not aiming for it.
belladea:
I can't go anywhere right now. My car isn't legal. Some issues with transferring from my moms name to mine. And amid all these issues my license expired and my mom lost the forms I need to get it. Whole big fiasco.
My man is being an asshole, but I do need to get a job. Hes right. Still He could be a little nicer about the whole thing.
My man is being an asshole, but I do need to get a job. Hes right. Still He could be a little nicer about the whole thing.
ok so i'll try to update again. last time the power went out for a sec and i lost everything i was writing.
i had noticed there's seemingly a pattern to my updates.
as in i only do about three maybe four a month. but i'm on almost everyday. looking at pics and posting in journals.
ok so my kids have gone back to their...
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i had noticed there's seemingly a pattern to my updates.
as in i only do about three maybe four a month. but i'm on almost everyday. looking at pics and posting in journals.
ok so my kids have gone back to their...
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shimmer:
>>>yes indeed a lovely set on PSW. you have a georgous face. and a keen eye for art. please post more<<<
Thanks! I'm too critical of myself...I take tons of pics and only a third of em end up in a photoset.
Thanks! I'm too critical of myself...I take tons of pics and only a third of em end up in a photoset.
belladea:
Yeah... if you've not had stoned sex, you're missin' out. Stoned jacking off is pretty sweet too. Especially if you have pix of Hayden Christensen... 
hehe... It's a sickness... What can I say?
hehe... It's a sickness... What can I say?ok so i gots new pics. take a look and let me know what you think.
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devil_bitch:
Happy Birthday sweetheart!!!
belladea:
Dude, sorry I missed your birthday. I was busy moping about that day, due to some bad news... I will elaborate when I get time to update my journal. Hope you got more time with the youngins. Sorry you have to miss them so much.
allow me to brood a bit. cause i'm gonna i'm in a dark humor today although i wouldn't call it humor as such.
today is the last day with my kids..........i may get them back for fathers day and then my b-day. but i don't know. i'm sorta kept out of the loop on things. not that i want to be out of the loop....
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today is the last day with my kids..........i may get them back for fathers day and then my b-day. but i don't know. i'm sorta kept out of the loop on things. not that i want to be out of the loop....
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devil_bitch:
I am sorry that you are going to be away from your girls. You know I am just not used to men who actually give a shit about their kids and want to spend time with them regularly. boffa? What is that? Sorry I am not all that hip to shit. I want to learn to pick locks. I love the new profile pic btw. You look so EVIL
been on vacation, now i'm not. went on a trip brought home a treasure. i get to have my kids for two weeks.
so i'll be on sorta sporadically. but i'm still thinking about all of you hotties on here. 
so i'll be on sorta sporadically. but i'm still thinking about all of you hotties on here.
belladea:
So cool that you get to have your kids! Take lots of pictures. You'll be glad later.
Thanks for the poem.
Thanks for the poem.
well i got moved fianally. mostly. anyway the cable is back on now so yay!
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trixel:
glad to hear you've settled into your new place. And JPL rocked!
And JPL rocked!
belladea:
I didn't say I was the ONLY goth in town... just the gothEST person. Or at least the most foppish one. But, like I said, the bands I go see may not attract the Goth people. I only go when my all-too-normal friend asks me to go with her.
Awesome you got moved!
Awesome you got moved!
ok so here's what's new in my world.
today at 2 pm i meet with the new landlords to get the key to the house we're moving into. We being my girlfriend and I
i am now a relief cook at waffle house. more money more money. next step is to try for a loan to get a car.
still don't have any pics of...
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today at 2 pm i meet with the new landlords to get the key to the house we're moving into. We being my girlfriend and I
i am now a relief cook at waffle house. more money more money. next step is to try for a loan to get a car.
still don't have any pics of...
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Happy Cinqo de Mayo!!!!
I got my hair cut the other day it's now shoulder length.
very managable.
just finished 57 hours of work this past week. got yesterday and now today off. then nine days till next day off. was gonna buy a caar from this person a friend of mine knows. that fell through.
signed a lease on a house. yay !!!! moving...
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I got my hair cut the other day it's now shoulder length.
very managable.
just finished 57 hours of work this past week. got yesterday and now today off. then nine days till next day off. was gonna buy a caar from this person a friend of mine knows. that fell through.
signed a lease on a house. yay !!!! moving...
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mcsassypants:
Hah, the glare in the picture is funny! 
I would have never noticed it otherwise though. And it better be good weather in Wales, I'm sick of this cold Spring we are having here in the Northeast as of late.
I would have never noticed it otherwise though. And it better be good weather in Wales, I'm sick of this cold Spring we are having here in the Northeast as of late.
belladea:
Well, I am pretty fucking happy at this point.
I'll ask my man about the vampire stuff. We're really not joiners, though, as I've said. We're about the most antisocial lot you'll find. Might be that Gen X thing... Don't know.
I'll ask my man about the vampire stuff. We're really not joiners, though, as I've said. We're about the most antisocial lot you'll find. Might be that Gen X thing... Don't know.