i stare at this blank piece of paper.............
with a million and 1 ideas and....................
emotions running thru my head.................
unfortunalty one of them is telling me........
what is the point......................................
no one will read it.....................................
just like everything..................................
one day you will be dead..........................
and no one will care.................................
what is the point......................................
i have no answer.....................................
no explanation.........................................
nothing...................................................
fuck it....................................................
who cares...............................................
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so hey everyone..thanx to everyone who commented on my journal entry. Most of today sucked. I had to go to work. I hate my job(who doesn't, thats why they call it a job) and have for the past 3 years I've worked there. visit www.lillianvernon.com, look at the products we sell and just imagine the goddamn hicks i have to talk to all day. but on the other hand the company lets me dress however I want, so i guess thats why i stay there. enough of my bitching. "Six Feet Under" was very hot last night. Who has seen "Comc Book Villians". People i know said it was great, i absolutly hated it. hmmmm....i ordered the book "9/11:The Big Lie" today. it looks very good. anyone read it yet?? I've been living off toast for the past few days. I wonder when I will drop dead??? any gamblers wanna make bets.
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the world, it doesnt exist
and nothing, nothing matters.
reality is nothing more than a program.
stagnation is progress.
progress is distorted.
by our need for comfort.
comfort is the pillow where we rest our minds.
as were headed down this winding road towards death.
spiraling through two worlds.
sedated by distractions.
we kill our life.
as we thrust towards our awakening....
______________________________________________
so yeah i feel a little better......Peace
with a million and 1 ideas and....................
emotions running thru my head.................
unfortunalty one of them is telling me........
what is the point......................................
no one will read it.....................................
just like everything..................................
one day you will be dead..........................
and no one will care.................................
what is the point......................................
i have no answer.....................................
no explanation.........................................
nothing...................................................
fuck it....................................................
who cares...............................................
_____________________________________________
so hey everyone..thanx to everyone who commented on my journal entry. Most of today sucked. I had to go to work. I hate my job(who doesn't, thats why they call it a job) and have for the past 3 years I've worked there. visit www.lillianvernon.com, look at the products we sell and just imagine the goddamn hicks i have to talk to all day. but on the other hand the company lets me dress however I want, so i guess thats why i stay there. enough of my bitching. "Six Feet Under" was very hot last night. Who has seen "Comc Book Villians". People i know said it was great, i absolutly hated it. hmmmm....i ordered the book "9/11:The Big Lie" today. it looks very good. anyone read it yet?? I've been living off toast for the past few days. I wonder when I will drop dead??? any gamblers wanna make bets.
______________________________________________
the world, it doesnt exist
and nothing, nothing matters.
reality is nothing more than a program.
stagnation is progress.
progress is distorted.
by our need for comfort.
comfort is the pillow where we rest our minds.
as were headed down this winding road towards death.
spiraling through two worlds.
sedated by distractions.
we kill our life.
as we thrust towards our awakening....
______________________________________________
so yeah i feel a little better......Peace
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Seriously.