adeline

Ok, so I'm pretty upset right now. The friend that just visited me (look at last journal) yesterday, emailed me a pretty heartless email, that I don't get at all where he is coming from. I tried to write something b/c I am feeling inspiration from this negative energy I have now been forced to consume. However, I can't come up with anything good..except this crap right here..

Down'd a bottle of pink, pretty pills, to medicate what lifes diziness spills. Curled up in a tiny ball, with my back pressed against the stain glass wall. Chocking on tears I can not control, all our bright memories you've just now stole. Suffocating under my own lifeless body, slipped into seizures, flashing colors start to tease her. The Madhatter is happily chasing, my heart beats are rapidly racing. Stared in the mirror with Alice, got stuck on the other side. Wide-eyed glares from across the room, consume the judging that has begun. ...crawl to the sink and splash water on my face, your soul I can no longer taste. Wake up!