adeline

You know what I just realized recently, I only have 3 real friends and they all live in different states. Don't get me wrong I have about a million acquaintances, ppl I hang out with reguraly, I do love them so, but I have no real friends here anymore in my state. The reason why is because they all chose heroin over me. Now, it's not because heroin is better company then I am, it's because heroin is the biggest soul snatcher ever. I didn't just up and abandon my friends either, over the years I have given advice, tried to help, did everything and anything possible to pull them out of this sick disease. However, it is only up to the user to take that help or to over come the illness they suffer from. After being spit in the face by my best friends, I finally said, "fuck off!" I really don't care what happens to any of them, I don't regret that statement either or anything that has happend with this situation on my part. I think friends are highly over rated anymore anyways. I am very content on my 3 close friends, I just wish they lived closer. Two live in Florida, and I believe very soon I will be moving down to Jacksonville with one of them. It should be a new adventure for me!