adelina

Don't get me wrong, I like humanity as a general concept. At the macro level, I find that humans are a successful animal group. At the micro level, I want to kill every individual irritating person. The urge to bash the fuckin skulls of annoying customers is increasingly strong. I revel in my murderous rage. Not that I could or would actually compel myself to act out on these killing rampage impulses, but I take lots of comfort and pleasure (maybe too much) from deliriously fantasizing about torturing and mutilating the people who unfailingly keep me aggrieved and distressed. Why do these people bother me so much and why can't I just let it roll off like an unwanted bead of sweat? Now I want to invest in all varieties of axes, picks, hammers, hatchets, hacksaws, screws, vises, swords, crossbows and arrows, grenades, an assortment of automatic weapons fully loaded, and anything of the like which can and will lead to bodily harm.

It's supposed to rain tomorrow and Monday. I look forward to it, not because I necessarily enjoy precipitation (it makes my hair fluff/frizz out very unbecomingly) but I am in desperate need of a reprieve from this heated inferno known as southern california.

I love Missy's new profile pic and posting pic. So gorgeous that I have to put her in my top 5 just so that I can look at her posting pic at the top of my journal page.