f.r.u.s.t.r.a.t.i.o.n. 
why do I have to only make things more complicated for myself? Feelings, you are my mortal enemy at the moment.
Maybe this is my brain's revenge for dousing it in alcohol several times in the past few months.
Pretty boy, I find your silly awkwardness quite charming.
A few weeks ago, I was complaining about not feeling anything for anyone. Seriously, not feeling even remotely attracted to anyone. Well, now that problem has subsided and I'm presented with a new and more frustrating one. I seem to have 'only want what I can't have' syndrome.
*sigh* I'm a charming girl, I swear.
(Thank you, spring, for making me feel lonely.)
why do I have to only make things more complicated for myself? Feelings, you are my mortal enemy at the moment.
Maybe this is my brain's revenge for dousing it in alcohol several times in the past few months.
Pretty boy, I find your silly awkwardness quite charming.
A few weeks ago, I was complaining about not feeling anything for anyone. Seriously, not feeling even remotely attracted to anyone. Well, now that problem has subsided and I'm presented with a new and more frustrating one. I seem to have 'only want what I can't have' syndrome.
*sigh* I'm a charming girl, I swear.
(Thank you, spring, for making me feel lonely.)
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"Its also the time when suicides and hospital admissions for depression peak. Psychologists have speculated that depressed individuals survive the winter clinging to the hope that spring will rejuvenate their lives. When it arrives, however, their expectations are dashed as life continues as before and the depression persists. For some people, as the poet T. S. Eliot said, April is indeed the cruellest month."
thats a syndrome im well aware off. have had it many times myself.
My cruellest month is Feb...so im just happy i survived another one. but good luck with your april