adeanyin

I didn't want the work all day job,
I didn't want the normal comforts people hold on to in every day regret,
I didn't want the cycle of getting married, having kids and growing old.
I didn't want to close my mind to an open universe,
I didnt want to stop asking questions even when given answers.
I didn't want to fall victim to routine.
I didn't want to hold on to some one just because it's easier.
I still don't want these things and many other things.
Untill now, I wasn't sure what it is that I do want...
I want to be more then some backround charecter, or some body's second, like i'm the other choice in soda when you tire from your normal but you drink me for the night and go back to your normal choice. It doesn't matter how I feel now or ever. Just short bursts of joy before it all goes flat, then get tossed aside.;

I Want to once breathe without holding my tongue, and be able to not be afraid of what I want to say.
I want to