addictedtosalt

So let's see... what's changed since November 25th...
After some drama with another guy entering my life, me and J have decided to work on our relationship a lot harder. We've been talking more and he's so much sweeter to me. He's put up with a lot with me the past few months and I'm so glad he decided to stick around. Getting home after dealing with a bunch of drama with my family and shitty bosses/coworkers/customers at work and talking to him/hanging out with him is the highlight of my day. I've never been so happy to have someone in my life before. I almost don't even care that he's not officially my boyfriend. He's there and that's all that matters to me.

I got a new mattress! I've been sleeping on a old mattress with a gigantic hole in the center of it for over 6 months now. I've never slept better.

I've been thinking about going to Antarctica with J and working at McMurdo Station next winter. I'd be there for 5 months and I'd get a hefty paycheck. BUT I'd have to find someone to take my Toaster kitten while I'm gone. I don't know if I'd be able to leave her for so long but we'll see. I'm still thinking about it.

Other than that, things have been alright. Things with my family suck [holidays brings the worst out in my parents and I'm ready to slap the shit out of both of them] and things at work suck even more. But I'll live.

Headed to California on wednesday. Come home the day after Christmas then leave 2 days later for Seattle to go hang out with my best friend for New Years. I really hope this vacation relaxes me. I've been under so much stress lately, I've just been blowing up at everyone for no damn reason.

Okay well Toaster kitten is standing about 2 inches from my face and meowing her damn head off so I'm going to play with her and then go and hang out with J

Happy holidays, SG.
See you in 2007.