addictedtosalt

So it's been a little while.
A lot has happened.
Not a lot of good, but at least life isn't boring.

-Got awesome new plugs with beetles and spiders in them!
-Had to take my dear Toaster kitten to emergency vet care earlier this month. I'm down $200 but at least she's all better now ♥
-I got dumped. For the third time.
-Boy [how about we call him J] came back to me in 'friend' form. I hate it. We've been in this cycle of dating to "lets just be friends" then not taking for a while then back to friends then back to dating etc etc etc. I'm suffering but I'll get through it.
-Decided to start making my escape plans to get out of Montana. I'm scared.
-My dad got married. My new stepmom is alright but my stepbrother is a peice of shit.
-My mom is having a nervous breakdown [maybe a midlife crisis? she did just turn 50] and taking all of her frustrations out on me.
-I got a bitchin' ass new phone.
-Went to an MC Chris show. I MC Chris!
-My hips and my ankles now put me in so much pain after walking around, I'm starting to really worry. I feel like I'm 80 but I'm only 19

Come on, October.
Please be nicer to me than September was.
I'm doing my best to keep my head above water.
Just help me out a bit? kthx.

And now pictures:

Drunk with my brother at my dad's wedding

looking REALLY GIRLY

My dad likes to catch me when I'm staring off into space..

Me and MC Chris!!

My cellphone took this picture. I LOVE MY NEW PHONE.

This man... I care for him so much but he drives me so crazy. I'd do anything for him.
I wish he would realize what he is throwing away...


And I'm out of here...