Since my last post, I :
-Turned 19
-Hung out with my mommy
-Fell for a guy. He decided to keep going back and forth between wanting to be with me and just wanting to be friends about 3 times. We're back at 'just being friends' for the moment. But he seems to be leaning towards wanting to be with me again. I don't know what to think about this whole thing anymore.
-Finished planning my trip to Seattle later this month for the hempfest. Now I just have to wait!! I'm so excited. Not only for the hempfest but I'm going to be meeting with some longtime friends [both internet and reallife heh]. And I'll be able to get away from the hellfest that Missoula has been for the past few months.
-bought the tools to stretch my 'lobes to one inch! I'm super duper excited
I also bought these plugs for when my ears heal. Hee!
I had a really bad battle with depression in the midst of all of this as well. But I'm still working past it so I'm not going to say much about it. I'm feeling better because I'm finally starting to concentrate on what I want and not what other people want for me. So I've decided to leave Missoula again. I need to start over somewhere new. I'm going to check Seattle out while I'm there, I think. This is the biggest city I've ever lived in, though [population of roughly 80,000]. I'm afraid the big city will chew me up and spit me out. But I have to live life and stop fearing it. Carpe diem! Haha.
I'll end this with some pictures so you guys can remember what I look like.
Haha!
-Turned 19
-Hung out with my mommy
-Fell for a guy. He decided to keep going back and forth between wanting to be with me and just wanting to be friends about 3 times. We're back at 'just being friends' for the moment. But he seems to be leaning towards wanting to be with me again. I don't know what to think about this whole thing anymore.
-Finished planning my trip to Seattle later this month for the hempfest. Now I just have to wait!! I'm so excited. Not only for the hempfest but I'm going to be meeting with some longtime friends [both internet and reallife heh]. And I'll be able to get away from the hellfest that Missoula has been for the past few months.
-bought the tools to stretch my 'lobes to one inch! I'm super duper excited
I also bought these plugs for when my ears heal. Hee!I had a really bad battle with depression in the midst of all of this as well. But I'm still working past it so I'm not going to say much about it. I'm feeling better because I'm finally starting to concentrate on what I want and not what other people want for me. So I've decided to leave Missoula again. I need to start over somewhere new. I'm going to check Seattle out while I'm there, I think. This is the biggest city I've ever lived in, though [population of roughly 80,000]. I'm afraid the big city will chew me up and spit me out. But I have to live life and stop fearing it. Carpe diem! Haha.
I'll end this with some pictures so you guys can remember what I look like.
Haha!