Everything I do lately is the absolutely wrong thing in everyone's eyes.
I've started "acting out" as others have put it, but all I'm really doing is changing. Sometimes for the good, and some for the bad. I haven't stopped caring about myself or my health, but I've stopped caring about the future. I told myself that I would live in the present from now on. I'll do what I want to do and if that isn't right in some people's eyes then I'm sorry that you don't see me for how I am lately.
If I want to smoke and drink then I'll do it now before I have to grow up and be responsible. It's not like any of this shit changes who I am personality wise. I'm still the same girl, just having a rough patch in life.
I'm sorry.
I've started "acting out" as others have put it, but all I'm really doing is changing. Sometimes for the good, and some for the bad. I haven't stopped caring about myself or my health, but I've stopped caring about the future. I told myself that I would live in the present from now on. I'll do what I want to do and if that isn't right in some people's eyes then I'm sorry that you don't see me for how I am lately.
If I want to smoke and drink then I'll do it now before I have to grow up and be responsible. It's not like any of this shit changes who I am personality wise. I'm still the same girl, just having a rough patch in life.
I'm sorry.
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that's how we roll.
your makeshift oppressors need to move on.