Hey I'm new to this all.

To start with I guess I should introduce myself. Hello my name is Adam, I am single straight (ish idk) 30 year old who lives in Western Australia.

I am by far no expert on love or women or even sex. Fact of the matter is that I had never had sex until my mated wedding last year ( I think he got me an escort { also I was the best man})

In my life I've only ever had one girlfriend, but that was back when I was 18 so I shouldn't really count that but I do all we did was hold hands and make out a bit. Nothing over PG happened. She broke up with me because her best friend told her I was making out with her. (100% lie).

I was utterly shattered. I didn't know what to do. I walked about 5Km to my best mates place and proceeded to get drunk ( now this was my first time ever drinking) by myself I drank a full bottle of 750ml 70% vodka and half a bottle of scotch also 750ml 70%. ( this is not a good thing to do)

the next day I went back to the way things were. I some time latter (about a year {I had also had I fight with my best friend}) found myself in a dark place thinking there was nothing to go on for I went to commit suicide. just as I was about to end it I got a phone call that stopped me.

That was a good 10 years ago and I am by no means better I know how to deal. I know things can get better. I guess That as hard as it is to smile with a broken heart you should never give up. One day maybe things will get better.

sorry if this is not that good. Its my first time (lol)

till next time

Adam Medic