work all f'ing weekend, booooooooo
Standing on a Precipice:
On one side is the past, full of old tricks, having to hustle to scrape a day together, and waking up every morning with a mild anxiety of what today? On the other side is the long painful road toward a boring existance...is it worth it? Taking the road back and I will never make my destination (except maybe my final...
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On one side is the past, full of old tricks, having to hustle to scrape a day together, and waking up every morning with a mild anxiety of what today? On the other side is the long painful road toward a boring existance...is it worth it? Taking the road back and I will never make my destination (except maybe my final...
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apple:
I don't like the hospital's tasty treats. They really aern't treats at all!! Hehhh
atalanta:
you are right. I don't expect anything of anyone. I just observe the stupidity and shake my head. Sometimes it comes to the surface though, hence the angry journal entry.
But you'll never catch me without the Ratchet in "the Joint" dead broke, smoked out, or off point.....(bobby)
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autumn:
What a cute cat. Looks like one that I had. <3
jersey:
That cat is so cute
and now....
the end is near...
and so i face...
the final curtain...
my almost month of loafing around not doing crap is about to end and work starts again. although i have missed having any money, the rest of unemployment kicked ass. staying up until 5am and sleeping until 3pm is seriously super. oh well....my knee is feeling better and i am thrilled about...
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the end is near...
and so i face...
the final curtain...
my almost month of loafing around not doing crap is about to end and work starts again. although i have missed having any money, the rest of unemployment kicked ass. staying up until 5am and sleeping until 3pm is seriously super. oh well....my knee is feeling better and i am thrilled about...
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Another night spent down the shore searching blindly for my soul to reappear. I don't know why I am convinced it is gonna come back to me down here....hasn't found me anywhere else. It's 4am, everything is quiet, yet still something is stirring inside....I wanted to say something to end this to sort of sum up how I feel on life right now, but after...
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The wind and the willows made tea for two
The sky was yellow and the Sun was blue
As I picked up my matches
She was closing the door
I had one of those flashes
I'd been there before
(been there before)
(I find the strongest emotions and feelings are presented to me through song lyrics. This is scarlet bagonias by the Grateful Dead. I...
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The sky was yellow and the Sun was blue
As I picked up my matches
She was closing the door
I had one of those flashes
I'd been there before
(been there before)
(I find the strongest emotions and feelings are presented to me through song lyrics. This is scarlet bagonias by the Grateful Dead. I...
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Just say a word and the boys will be right there:
with claws at your back to send a chill through the night air.
nullIs it so frightening to have me at your shoulder?
Thunder and lightning couldn't be bolder.
I'll write on your tombstone, ``I thank you for dinner.''
This game that we animals play is a winner............
Bungle in the Jungle by...
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with claws at your back to send a chill through the night air.
nullIs it so frightening to have me at your shoulder?
Thunder and lightning couldn't be bolder.
I'll write on your tombstone, ``I thank you for dinner.''
This game that we animals play is a winner............
Bungle in the Jungle by...
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havok:
my kidneys are just damaged from having cancer.. and all the chemo I had to go through.. blah.. you get better but never really better...
what's up with your knee?
what's up with your knee?
havok:
I was 19 when I was told I had cancer.. then I was in treatments till I was almost 22..
I love the dr terms they never actually explain.
haha
I love the dr terms they never actually explain.
haha
The road back to normal life has gotten somewhat longer and father away. I seem to be making my knee worse instead of better on a daily basis :/. I am gonna now try much harder to get physical therapy because I can't work, so, what else do I have to do with my time? Besides, sitting around bored all day in chat is doing...
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aliana:
"i take it as a matter of personal pride to be the local antagonist" best line ever. haha hope youre feeling better!
iggy:
what happened to your knee?
Days in the shade (haze) are rapidly approaching an end and reality comes calling once more........I'm still deciding if I am gonna pick up though 
aliana:
yeah i do think she was talking about me but only bc we're from the same town and she wrote under my comments "personally im pissed" haha. if you read her blog shes very very bitter about not being able to be a sg. im not pissed just annoyed that people are so ignorant. oh well! 
today was a good day. for purely self-indulgent reasons it was a great day. and frankly, i could give a shit, life has been dealing me shitty hands the entire summer and i am glad to bring in fall with a bang (or 3). ya know that rush of self-confidence after a good day where you really feel like you defeated the world? its gonna...
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cherrybombshell:
haha. I completely understand where you are coming from. He wasn't 'bad' to begin with, BUT the reason I believe he is in fact being sincere is because of the changes he is currently making to back up his statement. Before we were together he had no motivation to really change his life or go to school and work on a good backup career plan (since he is the lead singer of a band.. but you know how that goes). Now that we are together he has decided to start taking classes and has a plan to support us.. and it's a longterm goal. I really am impressed by that. 
annisa:
I agree...