No sex - No celebration.
I am drunk.Perhaps I am about to make a total ass of myself. I don't give a damn. Maybe I should.
Monday I start work at a new Sex Shop.
Tonight was suppose to be a celebration. Let me emphasize "suppose" Did I even spelll that right?
Ok, so here's the low down. My boi had a hard day. It was his little girls birthday (*turned five) and he realized today (thanks to his mother) that he is almost out of money. His grandmother gave him 10,000 dollars, and it is almost gone. He hasn't worked in almost a year and a half. I've never had a goddamn thing given to me, and I've worked every second I could have.
SOOO tonday I had an interv iew and I got the job - I was so happy! WHat does my boyfriend do? Pull the guilt trip thing, "My money's almost gone, I spent it all in Chicago" ... wha wa wa.....
Get this : WE SPLIT EVERYTHING EVEN.
So tonight, when we go to an industrial club, what does he do? talk to another women. ALL NIGHT> All fuckin night.
Another guy comes and hits on me - real cute, real nice, a musician (yes trubble ) I am not attracted to him - i've had my eye on the sexy female bartender the whole night) I tell him I have a boyfriend. He goes over and shakes his hand, talkes to him for a while.
He comes back over to me and we chat a while (while my boyfriend resumes his conversation with anothor girl)
Me and this other guy (I think his name was BRandon) talk. He says that he was with a girl for three years. and every other day he would tell her how gorgeous she was. I desearve the same"/
My boyfriend and I havn't even fucked in two weeks.
I'm getting goddamn sick of it.. Fuckin goddamn sick of it. But I love him. But I'd like to shove a knife down his throat.
Is it my goddamn fault that he has a fuckin kid?????
Is it my fault he hasn't had a job in over a year????
I want to murder.
What do you think?
p.s I'm drunk.
I am drunk.Perhaps I am about to make a total ass of myself. I don't give a damn. Maybe I should.
Monday I start work at a new Sex Shop.
Tonight was suppose to be a celebration. Let me emphasize "suppose" Did I even spelll that right?
Ok, so here's the low down. My boi had a hard day. It was his little girls birthday (*turned five) and he realized today (thanks to his mother) that he is almost out of money. His grandmother gave him 10,000 dollars, and it is almost gone. He hasn't worked in almost a year and a half. I've never had a goddamn thing given to me, and I've worked every second I could have.
SOOO tonday I had an interv iew and I got the job - I was so happy! WHat does my boyfriend do? Pull the guilt trip thing, "My money's almost gone, I spent it all in Chicago" ... wha wa wa.....
Get this : WE SPLIT EVERYTHING EVEN.
So tonight, when we go to an industrial club, what does he do? talk to another women. ALL NIGHT> All fuckin night.
Another guy comes and hits on me - real cute, real nice, a musician (yes trubble ) I am not attracted to him - i've had my eye on the sexy female bartender the whole night) I tell him I have a boyfriend. He goes over and shakes his hand, talkes to him for a while.
He comes back over to me and we chat a while (while my boyfriend resumes his conversation with anothor girl)
Me and this other guy (I think his name was BRandon) talk. He says that he was with a girl for three years. and every other day he would tell her how gorgeous she was. I desearve the same"/
My boyfriend and I havn't even fucked in two weeks.
I'm getting goddamn sick of it.. Fuckin goddamn sick of it. But I love him. But I'd like to shove a knife down his throat.
Is it my goddamn fault that he has a fuckin kid?????
Is it my fault he hasn't had a job in over a year????
I want to murder.
What do you think?
p.s I'm drunk.
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zombievengence:
Hey hey long time no chat. Well in my opinion this sounds like a case of dump the ass hole all ready.
missmir:
...i'm about to work at a sex shop too :/