Somehow, I feel like everything is going to be okay.
We went out for coffee today and talked about everything that we hadn't been able to for the past week since it's been so emotionally charged.
What everything comes down to is that we'd been together for a long time, and just gradually have grown apart, until we couldn't ignore the differences anymore in the people that we were.
I am out of school, have my career and I'm reaching a point where I am wanting to "settle down" in life and just be. Yeah, I am totally able to admit the one girly thing in me, is that one day, I want to get married, and I want to have kids. I'm still young, so not like, next year or anything, but it's still something I want.
He wasn't so sure on the whole marriage thing, and is just re-starting on the college journey- and trying to find out who he really is.
I'm just a little sad. I still love him, and in a different way. This may seem weird after really only about a week and a half out of a relationship, but I think I knew about six months before it ended, that it was over and I didn't want to give up, but started to distance myself emotionally nonetheless.
Still I gave him the girlfriend hug today. I've got to train myself not to do that.
The important thing is I think both of us are going to be alright.
We went out for coffee today and talked about everything that we hadn't been able to for the past week since it's been so emotionally charged.
What everything comes down to is that we'd been together for a long time, and just gradually have grown apart, until we couldn't ignore the differences anymore in the people that we were.
I am out of school, have my career and I'm reaching a point where I am wanting to "settle down" in life and just be. Yeah, I am totally able to admit the one girly thing in me, is that one day, I want to get married, and I want to have kids. I'm still young, so not like, next year or anything, but it's still something I want.
He wasn't so sure on the whole marriage thing, and is just re-starting on the college journey- and trying to find out who he really is.
I'm just a little sad. I still love him, and in a different way. This may seem weird after really only about a week and a half out of a relationship, but I think I knew about six months before it ended, that it was over and I didn't want to give up, but started to distance myself emotionally nonetheless.
Still I gave him the girlfriend hug today. I've got to train myself not to do that.
The important thing is I think both of us are going to be alright.
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lycoris:
It takes a lot of strength to be able to look at yourself like that.
schuldig:
Call me whenever you want hun. I'll message you my number and we can reconnect if you need someone to talk to. HUGS!