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Fuck fuck FUCK. I should have been playing with sex toys with a bunch of SGs at Mercies house tonight. Instead I was sick in bed. I thought I was over this flu, but I guess Im just over the vomity-part. I did NOT end up going out last nightI tried to get ready but after about five minutes I felt like I was going to DIE, and I realized it wasnt happening. I spent the evening on the couch instead, eating Ramen noodles and watching TV. After three days in bed, Im fucking sick of watching TV.

I still thought Id be able to go to work todayI figured I just needed some sleep. But then my period started this morning and I had incredibly awful cramps and couldnt take ibuprofin because of my stomach. I was miserable. I felt like I was going to throw up all morning, kept having to sit down because I was dizzy, couldnt pay attention to anything because my cramps and headache were so bad. Finally they sent me home early and Im surprised I was able to drive myself home, I was so out of it. I slept for the rest of the day. I got up around 9 and managed to drive myself down to my parents house and I ate everything in their fridge. I hadnt realized how hungry I wasbut its been days since Ive had any real food.

So Im stuck at home AGAIN-- which is particularly disappointing because I really REALLY wanted to go out tonight. I hope everyone doesnt brand me as a flake and never want to hang out with me again

I had this whole other unrelated rant I was going to put here about fighting with Adam, but I just dont have the energy to get into it right now. Plus, he was nice to me when I was throwing up in his bathroom all night, so I guess I can cut him a little slack.

Uhhh. Im going back to bed.