Uhhhhhh...

I've been in bed for the last 36 hours... either food poisoning or the stomach flu... violently throwing up every half hour, sweating, fever and chills, whole body aches...

I got up around 3 today, feeling disoriented and weak, but better. Walking two blocks to my car left me winded. The light seemed too bright and the streets were oddly unfamiliar-- I felt like I'd been inside for months instead of days, and the seasons had changed while I was asleep. My chest and stomach ache. I weighed myself and I'm 6 pounds lighter than I was on Wednesday morning.

And I'm going out drinking in a few hours. Which I know is unwise, particularily considering that I have to work tomorrow morning. But I need to get out of the house and be around people. If I spend anymore time alone in my head I'm going to go insane.