Tuesday Sep 14, 2004

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Oh hell yes! I got the job! The pay sucks, but the hours are good and the people are nice. And it's going to be EASY work. This is exactly what I've been looking for- an easy bullshit job to pay my bills so I'm not going insane from anxiety and stress.

My life just got 10x better. biggrin


On an unrelated note, I came across a journal entry of mine from 2 years ago where I came to the conclusion that:

"Love (or intimacy, at least) is being completely able to really truely deeply hurt someone, and not doing it."

Thoughts?
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mercie:
DUDE, i was totally there last night, but i didn't get there until LAAATE, like 11:30 ish. My bf had to wait for the tattoo artist they were interviewing to get his ride or something, and he didn't end up leaving his house until 10:30 and then got stuck in traffic on 295... ugh, well, it must be Fate telling us to wait to meet each other for some reason.
I DID like the thing last night, Tecla spanked me with a belt and I have a bruise on my thigh from it!! (ow! Pics later, of course, lol...) She doesn't hold back!! hahaha...
I am sorry I didn't get to meet you. There was this girl there that had the same exact hair as you, and i waslked up behind her and was like "Hey are you _insert your real name here_?..." and she was like No, I'm not, I'm sorry! But she and I ended up talking a little bit, and she also spanked me on stage with the belt, bahaha... I had four crazy dudes with me, and we all had a blast. GentlemanCaller ws there too!
OK, enough of my blabbing, I am SO sorry I missed you. xoxoxo x's infinity to make up for it!
igobymanynames:
"Love (or intimacy, at least) is being completely able to really truely deeply hurt someone, and not doing it."


Interesting definition. I think that's part of it. I think it's also encouraging and helping that person, to the extent you can and that is actually beneficial to help a person, to be the best they can or want to be. And sometimes that involves sacrifice. It's different from duty or obligation or loyalty. It's premised on desire of some form or other. I guess the difference there is that you shouldn't have to feel like you are cutting your legs out from under yourself. And since, you're a self-admitted narcissist, I'm sure you don't need to be reminded that giving is a risk, you better make sure you get something back.

oh and I just looked at your set for the first time today... I was floored.

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