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Oh Beckah hates that I come on sg. She thinks that this is all porn. She came on here just to see what I was doing and she freaked. What I dont get is she is ok with godsgirls which is pure porn. I tried to tell her that nakidness is just part of it and that this is my place to vent and be heard without anyone judging; that you girls dont have anything to gain by being real or truthful to my rants. I find people that know me always want to tell me something they think I want to hear or that others filter what they say as they stand to gain or loose something from the interaction where as here its not like that. I have a livejournal but use it more to store my poems and umm thats about it. I dont find it as private as here. This is my secret garden spot with my goddess around that listen to me for me and not to gain anything.
I went off on her though which wasnt nice but I hate to justify what I do. I feel like I dont have time to spare someones feelings and patch something I dont have a problem with. Its like love it or leave me I dont care. I am already at rock bottom so I have no where to go but up, so either deal or dont. I love you girls.....

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