I'm in pieces
Though no-one sees it
I am stronger on the outside
It is easy when you know why
This feeling sad
It's not so bad
I've got friends who lift my spirits
I've got songs that no-one hears
Kenickie - "I Would Fix You" (1998)
I expect you're hoping for a lot of amusing stories here so apologies in advance as the last two days have been quite stupefyingly dull. In fact, the only thing of note to happen to me in the last two days wasn't even real.
Basically last night I had a very weird dream. Those of you with very long memories might remember me talking on here a few months back about how I had a dream that the last 18 months of my life never happened and instead I'd lived the dream and headed off to Vegas with my lapdancer ex-girlfriend (something we'd briefly talked about before she did the off to Italy to shack up with one of her exes, a music video director) except we hadn't settled and had moved back to London where she was still earning money dancing while I was working as a soundman in a recording studio (I don't know how this could've happened as, aside from my brief experiences with bands in such environments, I know next to nothing about recording studios).
But anyway, last night I had the same dream again - the two of us had been invited to some really trendy party in London on one of her nights off and we were up on a rooftop swimming pool drinking champagne together. It was really nice...damn my alarm clock!
It does make me wonder why this ex keeps popping up though...I'm pretty sure I'm happily over her and have been for a long time, especially with emogirl now on the scene. Maybe I'm just wondering what could've been had I taken the road less travelled all that time ago...
Ah well, back to life, back to reality and, aside from a trip up to Teesside to visit the old man, not a right lot in store. But then given that I currently have 43 to my name until next Friday that could be a good thing.
Anyway, apologies for the surreality of this entry and hope everyone's okay. Have a good weekend you lot and speak soon.
Yorkie
Though no-one sees it
I am stronger on the outside
It is easy when you know why
This feeling sad
It's not so bad
I've got friends who lift my spirits
I've got songs that no-one hears
Kenickie - "I Would Fix You" (1998)
I expect you're hoping for a lot of amusing stories here so apologies in advance as the last two days have been quite stupefyingly dull. In fact, the only thing of note to happen to me in the last two days wasn't even real.
Basically last night I had a very weird dream. Those of you with very long memories might remember me talking on here a few months back about how I had a dream that the last 18 months of my life never happened and instead I'd lived the dream and headed off to Vegas with my lapdancer ex-girlfriend (something we'd briefly talked about before she did the off to Italy to shack up with one of her exes, a music video director) except we hadn't settled and had moved back to London where she was still earning money dancing while I was working as a soundman in a recording studio (I don't know how this could've happened as, aside from my brief experiences with bands in such environments, I know next to nothing about recording studios).
But anyway, last night I had the same dream again - the two of us had been invited to some really trendy party in London on one of her nights off and we were up on a rooftop swimming pool drinking champagne together. It was really nice...damn my alarm clock!
It does make me wonder why this ex keeps popping up though...I'm pretty sure I'm happily over her and have been for a long time, especially with emogirl now on the scene. Maybe I'm just wondering what could've been had I taken the road less travelled all that time ago...
Ah well, back to life, back to reality and, aside from a trip up to Teesside to visit the old man, not a right lot in store. But then given that I currently have 43 to my name until next Friday that could be a good thing.
Anyway, apologies for the surreality of this entry and hope everyone's okay. Have a good weekend you lot and speak soon.
Yorkie
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matt_organic:
I don't think anyone actually ever fully gets over anyone else mate, so I wouldn't worry about it.
munch:
woah, i loved kenickie when they were around...one of fave bands from back then... 