MOOD: So-so
LISTENING TO: Motley Crue - "Hooligan's Holiday"
Myeh.
You might have noticed lately my journal entries have been getting a bit less frequent. There's a reason for that - to be honest, I'm seriously thinking about cutting down the amount of time I spend on here.
The reasons for this are twofold - firstly, if things carry on going well with my new lass then I feel as if I owe it to her to devote a bit of time to her. As lovely as the girls on here undoubtedly are, I do feel as if I owe her a bit of loyalty for ending my one-year plus run in singledom. Not to mention the fact that being on this site could land me in seriously deep shit if she finds out about it.
Secondly, I've started to feel like a bit of an outsider on here of late. There used to be a time when I could come home from work to log on to a group and feel better knowing my friends were around. These days, said group seems to be a mix of grade one bitchfests, unfunny "your mum" level jokes being repeated ad infinitum and threads about meets I don't have the money to go to. Also, half the people I communicate with on here I don't seem to have anything to say to anymore when I read their journals. And that's never good. One thing's for sure, I think this place has changed in the last few months, not just appearance wise. And I'm not entirely sure it's for the better. It could just be that I'm feeling a bit cranky at the moment and need a good night's sleep but these feelings have been creeping in for a bit now to be honest.
I'll still be about from time to time - I've got seven months left on my account and don't intend to waste it. Just don't be surprised if my level of participation around here starts to drop off a bit...
Yorkie
LISTENING TO: Motley Crue - "Hooligan's Holiday"
Myeh.
You might have noticed lately my journal entries have been getting a bit less frequent. There's a reason for that - to be honest, I'm seriously thinking about cutting down the amount of time I spend on here.
The reasons for this are twofold - firstly, if things carry on going well with my new lass then I feel as if I owe it to her to devote a bit of time to her. As lovely as the girls on here undoubtedly are, I do feel as if I owe her a bit of loyalty for ending my one-year plus run in singledom. Not to mention the fact that being on this site could land me in seriously deep shit if she finds out about it.
Secondly, I've started to feel like a bit of an outsider on here of late. There used to be a time when I could come home from work to log on to a group and feel better knowing my friends were around. These days, said group seems to be a mix of grade one bitchfests, unfunny "your mum" level jokes being repeated ad infinitum and threads about meets I don't have the money to go to. Also, half the people I communicate with on here I don't seem to have anything to say to anymore when I read their journals. And that's never good. One thing's for sure, I think this place has changed in the last few months, not just appearance wise. And I'm not entirely sure it's for the better. It could just be that I'm feeling a bit cranky at the moment and need a good night's sleep but these feelings have been creeping in for a bit now to be honest.
I'll still be about from time to time - I've got seven months left on my account and don't intend to waste it. Just don't be surprised if my level of participation around here starts to drop off a bit...
Yorkie
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Glad its going good with the lass