Another day of doing exactly nothing. At least I left my house today. The good news is that people are getting back in town so I dont have to be alone anymore. I cracked out an old Cure album last night, special tortoure when your feelilng down, its amaising how much they remind me of HS.
I was poking around the MTV sight today and...
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bruisedviolet27:
nah Minnesota was 85 degrees out today...in the winter it can get pretty cold though... good bands
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mistressmissy:
i will be happy if i never have a car catch fire on me
Another day of doing nothing, maybe I'll make it grocery shopping. I want to restet everything, change my name and go anomyous. But of course in real life you can't do that. Maybe I just want a job or something to do. People talk about how cool it would be to not have a job and do nothing. Man that is taxing. You feel worthless...
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dorinda:
Bake lots of things and have a bake sale on the street. You will learn new things, make friends, and maybe even make 20 bucks.
This is my best idea. sorry
Anything you get excited about, go for it!
This is my best idea. sorry
Anything you get excited about, go for it!
Another day having done absoutly nothing. I was going to grocery shopping, I went so far as to walk into Stop&Shop got a cart and then realized I did not want to deal with the 100's of people shopping on a friday night. My PS2 has now decided that it doesn't like playing DVD's, this bothers me so I haven't been able to watch any...
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dorinda:
OK so ignore my last message. Please ignore it anytime I talk about incest or chickens (yuck i did it again). I think I made my point though. It doesn't really matter what you say at any particular time, just as a whole. I talk on here because I want to know new people and get new ideas. I'm sure my life is just as boring as yours, if not more boring. Ahh I hate giving you any advice or saying anything. I don't even know you. How can you really know someone in space? So my question for you is, would you like me to not comment on things that you write about or do you want to just keep talking because talking is fun? I don't know why, maybe its because we are near the same age or because we are from the same place, but i can relate to you. I know how boring everything is. I know what its like to want to have fun so badly but not be doing enough to lead you in that direction. Maybe if I tell you that you can do anything (go to school, or find a job, or drive around the country scamming free meals and living in campsites) then I will know I can. I just don't like someone with a life that strikingly similar to how mine has been saying that they are doomed to fail. Thats what I've been thinking for months! But fuck it. You can make fun on your own. Of course that town is boring, but there is still some fun to suck out of it. I will shut up now.
dorinda:
Like robots?
I am a robot.
[Edited on Jun 13, 2003]
I am a robot.
[Edited on Jun 13, 2003]
Fuck this line of thought.
I'm sick of talking about this.
I have nothing else to say, in fact I have no idea why I write in here to begin with.
I'm sick of talking about this.
I have nothing else to say, in fact I have no idea why I write in here to begin with.
dorinda:
You don't need a reason to write here. Sometimes you just need to get words out, sometimes you want to hear what outsiders think. Its not important. Write if you want, don't if you don't want.
Anyway, I'm jealous of your travel. I'm going to philly in a few days and then new jersey. Thats kind of like traveling, but not far enough for me.
And living in the now is cool. I know that I'm going to grad school at Umass in the fall, but I don't know who I will be living with. All my friends already have people to live with. Time to meet some strangers or answer random flyers!
And although you don't think people may care about what you have to say, they do. I don't find "i'm from florida" very boring at all. Its just a sentence. Its nice to hear about new people, however unreal they may be due to the internet thing. I like stories. Feel free to tell me any little adventures. My life is damn boring right now and it may just be that way for another 2 years while i live in the valley. That doesn't mean I can't love stories and silly adventures and doing random things.
I have giant chipmunk cheeks! You are talking to a chipmunk. Although it doesn't hurt I look like a fool! My adventure today is watching enough tv to drive me insane!
time for dinner.
Anyway, I'm jealous of your travel. I'm going to philly in a few days and then new jersey. Thats kind of like traveling, but not far enough for me.
And living in the now is cool. I know that I'm going to grad school at Umass in the fall, but I don't know who I will be living with. All my friends already have people to live with. Time to meet some strangers or answer random flyers!
And although you don't think people may care about what you have to say, they do. I don't find "i'm from florida" very boring at all. Its just a sentence. Its nice to hear about new people, however unreal they may be due to the internet thing. I like stories. Feel free to tell me any little adventures. My life is damn boring right now and it may just be that way for another 2 years while i live in the valley. That doesn't mean I can't love stories and silly adventures and doing random things.
I have giant chipmunk cheeks! You are talking to a chipmunk. Although it doesn't hurt I look like a fool! My adventure today is watching enough tv to drive me insane!
time for dinner.
dorinda:
You're right. I'm not going to lie. Mystery about a person makes them more interesting. I always want to know tons about a person at the beginning. And you are also right that if you talked about a girl and veggie burgers everyday, I would get bored, but NOTHING is boring to me the first time. If everyday you get the same cup of coffee, you only have to tell me once, but the different is wonderful. Going to the store and trying on funny pants is a story, letting a pig out of a barn and chasing him down the road is a story. Everything is a story!
I've never seen pretty in pink. I wanted to rent it the other day (because of the vh1 special), but we got hellraiser (and hellraiser 2) for some reason. Those are good movies, a little too much blood and incest, but still, really good.
And you're right that I'm a hypocrit for telling you to write in your journal, when I wont' share anything. I just can't bear to tell people stuff about me that they wouldn't care about. I guess thats how you felt. In fact, you should probably jsut ignore everything I said about that. I know how you feel. I talk about my boyfriend and my lack of life all the time and I'm so sick of it. It makes me not want to talk. The last semester was a depressing one, because everyone had school and all i had was 10 hours of work a week and the internet. I was a loser. I sat in front of my computer for the whole day and then went out with people at night (going out being going to friends and watching movies). MEH! Boring life! I'm trying to make it better. Maybe by telling you that you can talk about anything you want, I'm telling me that i can talk about anything . I'm the queen of projecting.
So anyway, it is interesting that I don't know what you look like. But i'm sure I would still talk to you unless you put up a picture of yourself and you were having sex with a chicken. If not wanting a friend that sleeps with chickens is superficial, then that I am!
I've never seen pretty in pink. I wanted to rent it the other day (because of the vh1 special), but we got hellraiser (and hellraiser 2) for some reason. Those are good movies, a little too much blood and incest, but still, really good.
And you're right that I'm a hypocrit for telling you to write in your journal, when I wont' share anything. I just can't bear to tell people stuff about me that they wouldn't care about. I guess thats how you felt. In fact, you should probably jsut ignore everything I said about that. I know how you feel. I talk about my boyfriend and my lack of life all the time and I'm so sick of it. It makes me not want to talk. The last semester was a depressing one, because everyone had school and all i had was 10 hours of work a week and the internet. I was a loser. I sat in front of my computer for the whole day and then went out with people at night (going out being going to friends and watching movies). MEH! Boring life! I'm trying to make it better. Maybe by telling you that you can talk about anything you want, I'm telling me that i can talk about anything . I'm the queen of projecting.
So anyway, it is interesting that I don't know what you look like. But i'm sure I would still talk to you unless you put up a picture of yourself and you were having sex with a chicken. If not wanting a friend that sleeps with chickens is superficial, then that I am!
Ladies and Gentleman she missed the pool... That will effect her score.
dorinda:
As taught in 10th grade chemistry: you're playing basketball...you are precise if the ball goes into the hoop, but you are accurate if it hits the same spot everytime time, whether in the hoop or not. Oh wait, its the opposite. No. Yeah. The opposite. .... Ok is been a while, you got me.
I either want to be a teacher or educate in some other way (educational software, programs, some kind of media). I'm not sure yet, which is why i'm going to school more. I am a teacher right now though, I teach Character Animation at Umass. I think a lot of the reason i'm going to grad school and staying here for that matter is that i just have a good gig here. I get to go to school for free if i work for the school and I have friends and a boyfriend here. I still can't help being bored by it all lately though. I need to leave or travel or something. Why are you traveling so much? Do you have some really cool kind of job or something that lets you do that?
I get to travel this week too! I go home to CT to get my wisdom teeth out! Oh the joy! I can wait for my giant puffed up face! This paragraph has lots of exclamation marks! I am bored!
And no... I didn't see tomahawk. No one would go with me and I just couldn't get myself to drive to Boston alone that week. Of course it probably would have been a huge adventure. I went to see Danzig alone last summer and that included such highlights as running into old coworkers, confronting childhood bullies, and getting a flat tire in hartford at one in the morning.
I love the stupidiest kind of adventure. I don't even care if bad things happen, just that something happens.
Tell me about adventure.
I either want to be a teacher or educate in some other way (educational software, programs, some kind of media). I'm not sure yet, which is why i'm going to school more. I am a teacher right now though, I teach Character Animation at Umass. I think a lot of the reason i'm going to grad school and staying here for that matter is that i just have a good gig here. I get to go to school for free if i work for the school and I have friends and a boyfriend here. I still can't help being bored by it all lately though. I need to leave or travel or something. Why are you traveling so much? Do you have some really cool kind of job or something that lets you do that?
I get to travel this week too! I go home to CT to get my wisdom teeth out! Oh the joy! I can wait for my giant puffed up face! This paragraph has lots of exclamation marks! I am bored!
And no... I didn't see tomahawk. No one would go with me and I just couldn't get myself to drive to Boston alone that week. Of course it probably would have been a huge adventure. I went to see Danzig alone last summer and that included such highlights as running into old coworkers, confronting childhood bullies, and getting a flat tire in hartford at one in the morning.
I love the stupidiest kind of adventure. I don't even care if bad things happen, just that something happens.
Tell me about adventure.
Happy fucking birthday....
dorinda:
25!!!!!! Happy.
I studied "computer animation and graphic technology" or something like that. I don't exactly remember the phrasing. I did the make your own major program.
Where would you move away if you could move anywhere?
Do you like birthdays?
I studied "computer animation and graphic technology" or something like that. I don't exactly remember the phrasing. I did the make your own major program.
Where would you move away if you could move anywhere?
Do you like birthdays?
dorinda:
Bishop to knight five.
The mean is the average. The median in the number in the sequence that is in the middle in order. How did you know i would know the difference?
Oh and making your major isn't that hard. I guess its kind of hard to find classes at Umass, because you have to be aggressive and willing to talk to teachers, but the freedom of taking whatever you like is pretty fun. I wish I had taken classes at the other colleges, I feel like I limited myself.
In terms of moving places, its hard to say. I haven't been out of the country, except to canada. In this country I think I like northern California the best because I love the woods. I've always wanted to visit africa, new zeland, and france. Its hard to say where I'd really want to move. I don't really think money is an issue. Its not that hard to buy a plane ticket and i figure you can live anywhere if you don't have an expensive lifestyle. I'll sleep anywhere as long as there are too many bugs. I think about moving a lot. I plan on being here 2 more years and then moving away. This is a nice place, but there is nothing to do. I went to northampton to walk around on tuesday night and no one was there? Where is everyone? I know there must be cool people here, but i don't know where. I don't know what they do. The townies weren't even out on the road. I need a place where I don't have to beg for fun everyday. I want a place that is in between here and a city. I place that is clean and quiet and relaxing, but where people are on the go and want to have fun and are constantly sharing new creative ideas. Where is this place?
I am going to grad school for education at umass starting in the fall. I can't figure out why i want to stay here another 2 years. Probably because its easy.
Eek. I'm saying too much for my round. I'm sorry you don't like birthdays. I am pretty neutral towards them. For years its been just another day. I like half birthdays! I like caring about something that is so ridiculous that everyone thinks I am a fool!
Its time to look for more fun. Maybe people will be out tonight. Northampton here i come.
The mean is the average. The median in the number in the sequence that is in the middle in order. How did you know i would know the difference?
Oh and making your major isn't that hard. I guess its kind of hard to find classes at Umass, because you have to be aggressive and willing to talk to teachers, but the freedom of taking whatever you like is pretty fun. I wish I had taken classes at the other colleges, I feel like I limited myself.
In terms of moving places, its hard to say. I haven't been out of the country, except to canada. In this country I think I like northern California the best because I love the woods. I've always wanted to visit africa, new zeland, and france. Its hard to say where I'd really want to move. I don't really think money is an issue. Its not that hard to buy a plane ticket and i figure you can live anywhere if you don't have an expensive lifestyle. I'll sleep anywhere as long as there are too many bugs. I think about moving a lot. I plan on being here 2 more years and then moving away. This is a nice place, but there is nothing to do. I went to northampton to walk around on tuesday night and no one was there? Where is everyone? I know there must be cool people here, but i don't know where. I don't know what they do. The townies weren't even out on the road. I need a place where I don't have to beg for fun everyday. I want a place that is in between here and a city. I place that is clean and quiet and relaxing, but where people are on the go and want to have fun and are constantly sharing new creative ideas. Where is this place?
I am going to grad school for education at umass starting in the fall. I can't figure out why i want to stay here another 2 years. Probably because its easy.
Eek. I'm saying too much for my round. I'm sorry you don't like birthdays. I am pretty neutral towards them. For years its been just another day. I like half birthdays! I like caring about something that is so ridiculous that everyone thinks I am a fool!
Its time to look for more fun. Maybe people will be out tonight. Northampton here i come.
We always hear "the rules" from the feminine side. Ok - well now hear the guys' side.
These are our rules!
Numbered by importance.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up put it down, we need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us whining about you leaving it down.
1. Birthdays, valentines, and anniversaries are...
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These are our rules!
Numbered by importance.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up put it down, we need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us whining about you leaving it down.
1. Birthdays, valentines, and anniversaries are...
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dorinda:
Oh yeah...and I moved to a different house in amherst. One for the summer. I am constantly moving around these towns. Who knows which one i will live in next year.
dorinda:
Oh yeah...and I moved to a different house in amherst. One for the summer. I am constantly moving around these towns. Who knows which one i will live in next year.
OK here is my dilemma.
People are reading my journal, am I allowed to talk about it in my journal. I have no idea what the proper term for this is, but i'm sure one exists.
I think this is a fact that people just assume when they write in here that people are going to be reading it. I on the other hand had...
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People are reading my journal, am I allowed to talk about it in my journal. I have no idea what the proper term for this is, but i'm sure one exists.
I think this is a fact that people just assume when they write in here that people are going to be reading it. I on the other hand had...
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dorinda:
Oh yeah...and were/are YOU a 5 college person?
dorinda:
Wow, I've been without internet for almost a week. I think I almost turned cool in that time, but now its back to sitting! At least its in a new apartment.
Yeah maybe Hugo's. Do you know Sean Wright?
Yeah maybe Hugo's. Do you know Sean Wright?
Back from NYC. I had a really nice time visiting with the girl, she actaully told her mom that I was her boyfriend. This is actually something because even though she has dated many other people I was the first one that she introduced to her mother. Its actually the second time that has happened to me. I was dating a girl my last year...
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dorinda:
Yeah Woody Allen is ridiculously fun. I think he might sort of be in my blood. My parents have never really seemed to have anything in common, so one day I asked my mom if they liked the same things when they met. "We liked playing cards and Woody Allen movies", she tells me.
And your into... over on the left side is right. You can't be shy on the internet. I've been on this site almost a year and I don't have a single person on my friends list because we each comment in each others journals a couple times and then don't say anything else. I think its cause I don't have a journal. People don't like just chatting back and forth without anything of mine to read. I guess it makes sense. I don't ever think i'm gonna have a journal though. I just can't think of anything that everyone needs to hear, or anyone needs to hear for that matter.
ps. what do you do around here for fun? I've lived here 5 years and i still can't stop being bored daily.
And your into... over on the left side is right. You can't be shy on the internet. I've been on this site almost a year and I don't have a single person on my friends list because we each comment in each others journals a couple times and then don't say anything else. I think its cause I don't have a journal. People don't like just chatting back and forth without anything of mine to read. I guess it makes sense. I don't ever think i'm gonna have a journal though. I just can't think of anything that everyone needs to hear, or anyone needs to hear for that matter.
ps. what do you do around here for fun? I've lived here 5 years and i still can't stop being bored daily.
My friend is here from out of town. We went to college together and she moved home after she graduated. It was a wierd situation, it was her, me and her exboyfriend who I think she slept with last night. That is just a bad idea. She was dating this boy when she left and he stopped calling her. I hate girls sometimes. Let me...
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dorinda:
I read your last post about leaving and I know what you mean. It is so easy to get lost, especially on the internet. There are so many people everywhere you go, there are so many people on this site. No one will notice when i'm gone because i never really came here. Its your own choice how much you put into things and get noticed.