Facing Fear.
How many times have you had that spouted out to you by some shrink or friend or parent. I had an epinifiny tonight about that, a rare moment of clairity. I was always one to face my fears, once I knew what they are. For example I use to play on my roof growing up, my room had a balcony overlooking a lake...
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How many times have you had that spouted out to you by some shrink or friend or parent. I had an epinifiny tonight about that, a rare moment of clairity. I was always one to face my fears, once I knew what they are. For example I use to play on my roof growing up, my room had a balcony overlooking a lake...
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stickyrice:
It's pretty good when you can just say, "I'm scared of this" and make note of it the way you would make note of anything else, and then continue. A lot of courage consists in just that, I think. 
disappearhere:
You should write one then. A screenplay. Of the last five years.
Ok SGBoston.
This went much better than I had expected. Had a wonderful time, made some new friends.It was nice meeting everyone, even the people i didn't really talk to (aka the people that came late).
Now what's really on my mind:
I was up in Vermont last night for dinner. We were in the middle of nowhere at this farmhouse that my friends parents...
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This went much better than I had expected. Had a wonderful time, made some new friends.It was nice meeting everyone, even the people i didn't really talk to (aka the people that came late).
Now what's really on my mind:
I was up in Vermont last night for dinner. We were in the middle of nowhere at this farmhouse that my friends parents...
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pip:
It was a fun night.
Good luck witht he recordings. Their are advatages to home recording....like being able to work at your convenience, at odd hours of the day and night.
Good luck witht he recordings. Their are advatages to home recording....like being able to work at your convenience, at odd hours of the day and night.
stickyrice:
What a fine line to walk. I guess you'd have to define with her what "super-serious" means, and whether you both want to be that.
Thanks for stoppin' by!
[edited to add: I'm puttin' ya on my list!
]
[Edited on Jun 30, 2003]
Thanks for stoppin' by!
[edited to add: I'm puttin' ya on my list!
][Edited on Jun 30, 2003]
I'll be seeing you again.. in hell
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xxanastasiaxx:
i stopped for coffee along the way..I know my exit..that's the funny part..but I turned off 2 before for some odd reason..I'm such a dork when I am tired..
xxanastasiaxx:
yep..I'm in for lunch
I am in full-on offical shock.
Its seems that she can no longer take it in CO and bought a plane ticket and is flying back right now.
As of yesterday she had no plans to come back until the end of the summer, or maybe mid-july.
Now she is on a plane.
Can I stand the pressure of being the main reason someone moved...
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Its seems that she can no longer take it in CO and bought a plane ticket and is flying back right now.
As of yesterday she had no plans to come back until the end of the summer, or maybe mid-july.
Now she is on a plane.
Can I stand the pressure of being the main reason someone moved...
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dorinda:
Do whatever you think is best. I can always see zombies and I will find you sooner or later. I always look for you in town.
Shit well that was wierd. I had this whole long entry and I thought it posted but now that I check back on it, it didn't
I was up until 9:30am reading "The Da Vinci Code"
Its the best book i've read in years.
Man my sleep sched. is all fucked up.
I was up until 9:30am reading "The Da Vinci Code"
Its the best book i've read in years.
Man my sleep sched. is all fucked up.
I have nothing to say so I will just quote.
"Here's a tip:
There's a real mountain man sitting in the corner who has been rolling
his own cigarettes and checking out you waitresses for the past hour.
I like to call him Mountain Jack."
-- A note left instead of money by Jeff Frounfelker at an
A&W restaurant. He also drew a picture of...
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"Here's a tip:
There's a real mountain man sitting in the corner who has been rolling
his own cigarettes and checking out you waitresses for the past hour.
I like to call him Mountain Jack."
-- A note left instead of money by Jeff Frounfelker at an
A&W restaurant. He also drew a picture of...
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purpledaisy:
thanks for the response, this is gonna be a hard thing, much love to ya 
dorinda:
What did you think I would sound like?!
Something really funny happened last night. After we left the club we were stopped at a Pride-Mart convience store. Now the girl driving was listening to a Jay-Z cd. I dont know the name of the song but there is one where Jay-Z is going "my nigga, my nigga WHA!, my nigga" etc you get the picture.. So we all had been drinking a little...
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stickyrice:
Didn't mean to make a liar out of ya; just wanted you not to feel bad about the lack of comments ... although I had to backwards to do it.
The world would have loved me last night.
The world would have loved me last night.
I was up until 8am.. I love insomnia.
No, really.
I was rereading the last couple days of entries and I guess I came across as really depressed with the "nobody cares", but the thing was that it was more flippant than that. This is why I hate the internet. For as long as I've been on it you would think that I would have...
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No, really.
I was rereading the last couple days of entries and I guess I came across as really depressed with the "nobody cares", but the thing was that it was more flippant than that. This is why I hate the internet. For as long as I've been on it you would think that I would have...
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dorinda:
Nope. No crazy stuff for me.
And no. I don't even read the boards. I wouldn't know where to sign your name up.
And no. I don't even read the boards. I wouldn't know where to sign your name up.
stickyrice:
Six girls taking you anywhere for anything is cause for celebration.
I would have commented in your commentless journal entry if I had discovered you then (I just did thorugh dorinda). Hell, I'll go do it now.
I would have commented in your commentless journal entry if I had discovered you then (I just did thorugh dorinda). Hell, I'll go do it now.
The irony that I got no comments on the last entry is a little to much to bear..
(Edit)
In a funny way.. Not in a "Woe is me, my life is worthless" kind of way..
(Edit)
In a funny way.. Not in a "Woe is me, my life is worthless" kind of way..
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dorinda:
Not that you care that I said that.
stickyrice:
I just went back and fixed the lack of comments on the previous entry. No one should have to endure that.
Introversion...
Being an introvert..
What the fuck does that mean? I often label myself as shy. I didint use to be... For me it happened (and I can put a definite date on this one) after my first year of college, the summer after my first year of college.. Major life tragedy does that to you. I use to be really out going and full...
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Being an introvert..
What the fuck does that mean? I often label myself as shy. I didint use to be... For me it happened (and I can put a definite date on this one) after my first year of college, the summer after my first year of college.. Major life tragedy does that to you. I use to be really out going and full...
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stickyrice:
Such proofs often are found atop mountains.
Also, I think your shyness will abate over time, especially if you accept it (I don't mean resign yourself to it!). You seem like a nice guy. Cheers.
Which part of CO?
Also, I think your shyness will abate over time, especially if you accept it (I don't mean resign yourself to it!). You seem like a nice guy. Cheers.
Which part of CO?