actuallynotyou

Trip back to Mass was good, but now I know the meaning of the term "You can't go home again". I went back to the place I went to college and use to work and although very little had changed I realized that I had changed a great deal. I was thinking about going back to that job but after the visit I am convinced I'm not.

While I was in Northampton I saw a poster for a show. Sonic Youth, Sebadoh, J Mascius. My god, it was fate. I thought that I was suppose to be working (one of the reasons I went back to was run the recording studio for my friends Senior show which I recorded) friday night but at the last minute the days got switched to saturday and I had a free night, so off I went.

Last night I was out celebrating Cinco de Mayo. I got to talk to this giirl. We were chatting politics, life and generally flirting when after an hour this guy comes us and goes "I'm fucking leaving now" then looks at me and is like "Asshole".. I've never met this boy, let alone seen him before in my life. Turns out this is a guy that she's been dating for the past few months and they "broke up" that night, the day after they got back from a vacation together. Needless to say I took myself out of that situation, didn't even get her number but we have a mutal friend so if she put in some effort I might see her again. I'm just not about to go chasing after someone with that much drama from the start. -Sigh- she was cute though.