What a day a mixed emotions.
For some reason Elliott Smith killing himself kind of hit me hard. I never knew him, except for his music. The most we have in common is that we went to the same college and had some of the same teachers. I had heard rumors that he had tried to kill himself before but I always thought if the guy from Red House Painters (Mark Kozelek sp?) could survive he could too.
I also had a date this evening, it went great. Before dinner I wasn't exaclty sure how I felt about this girl, I mean I know i was attracted to her but I wasn't sure how much. Now I know i've fallen for her. Things went well, we had a lot in common. I've known her since I was 16, I was friends with her younger sister that went to my school, while she went to another school, but we were the same age. I was always more attracted to her than her sister anyway. Who knows whats going to happen, i've prolly cursed myself by talking about it but I haven't felt this "spark" for someone in a long time. Not even the last girl i was with.
You take the good with the bad. Some days are just full, right?
For some reason Elliott Smith killing himself kind of hit me hard. I never knew him, except for his music. The most we have in common is that we went to the same college and had some of the same teachers. I had heard rumors that he had tried to kill himself before but I always thought if the guy from Red House Painters (Mark Kozelek sp?) could survive he could too.
I also had a date this evening, it went great. Before dinner I wasn't exaclty sure how I felt about this girl, I mean I know i was attracted to her but I wasn't sure how much. Now I know i've fallen for her. Things went well, we had a lot in common. I've known her since I was 16, I was friends with her younger sister that went to my school, while she went to another school, but we were the same age. I was always more attracted to her than her sister anyway. Who knows whats going to happen, i've prolly cursed myself by talking about it but I haven't felt this "spark" for someone in a long time. Not even the last girl i was with.
You take the good with the bad. Some days are just full, right?
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I tried the flirting thing (on a dare from one of the girls at work) How Jr. High, but it was all good. no sale though. oh well like ya said still got a week.
Need any art?
Mr. Smith: Sad, but his decision. You stay.
And thanks for the comments in my journal. I'm glad I make your life better, in however small a way.
SR