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Sunday Oct 05, 2003

Oct 5, 2003
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This has been a strange week.
Starting last friday, I went to a show and ran into a girl I haven't seen in 9 years. She's getting a divorce, got two kids and I was the last person she was with before she got married. That was really strange.
This weekend I ran into the first girl I ever loved who I haven't seen in 10 years. I was out to dinner with my friends and they sat us next to each other. I didn't talk to her but I saw that she's married (ring + boy = married). We looked at each other once and then she didn't look at me again. I didnt make any effort b/c I had nothing to say to her. I dont have any feelings nor do I hold anything against her.
The main thing about this is that I'm a completly different peson than when I knew these people and the person I have become doesn't really care to get back in to the insanity that I was. Its like still holding a grudge against someone from HS, really what's the fucking point.
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weez99:
Hey I actually knew one of the original members of HRC too, I think it was their first drummer, he played in a band down here when he went to Full Sail. My band is called Sound the Alarm, we will be back in jax soon. I have dealt with Lisa a few times and talk to her a bunch, shes a sweetheart. That is why I asked.

hehe, the girl is just someone I have met a couple of times, she was cute and nice to me and it won me over, but I haven't seen her in a while, I actually forgot I put that in my post until you said something. Her name was gwynne, i have no idea how to spell it.

How do you like Jax? I wasn't a huge fan of it, but it seems like things have changed in the past few years...
I have been in Orlando 3 and a half years now, but its pretty good.
Oct 12, 2003
screamqueenpinup:
Yea, things are really strange on days like that. Living in a really small town you tend to have some sort of history in one way or another with people everywhere you go. That's why I got sick of Tampa. Then I found that Gainesville was only about a million times worse. Stupid scene kids. Now i live in a VERY small town where I try not to talk to anyone... and I'm a friendly person, so its hard sometimes. *hearts sqp*
Oct 15, 2003

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