Reason #354 Why I'm Insane-
I walked into my apartment and got ready for bed, layed down and heard something. I got scared got my knife which i use for opening letters and walked around my apartment (all 375 square feet) to find... NOTHING..
Reason #355 Why I'm Insane-
I just got back from a really great night of dancing and I'm sad as hell b/c of some off-hand remark that one of my friends made. Tonight was 80's night at the local Gay club so me and five of my friends (who are girls and 3 of them are gay) all went out. I was driving so I wasn't drinking.
Now I love 80's music, and I love dancing. BUT. Most people up here that know me have never seen me dance b/c I usually only do it when I'm in my home town and the dj's plays the music I grew up with (read indie rock). I found that I miss dancing so I started going to 80's night at the gay club b/c it doesn't bother me and I like dancing.
Let me now tell you how I dance. I dance like an freaking idiot. I dont care. I bounce around, throw my head and just have a wonderful time. The word "Muppet" was used many times to describe me. Tonight I danced alot. While I was at the club I ran into a friend from college that I haven't seen in a couple years. He's gay, no big deal. A couple times we were dancing and we were joking around and grinding and what not, generally having a really good time. At college I didn't do this type of thing. Mainly b/c the college parties only played hip hop which, unless its like one of four artists that I like, I dont dance. That's the rub with me, I have to know and love the song to dance to it. Lucky for me I own a shitload of music. At any rate back to my story. I was dancing alot, sometimes with not many other people on the dance floor. It should also be noted at this point that the queens in their high heels were putting me to shame, as well as most of the gay boys. The only one's who danced anything close to me all looked like 12 year old boys in wife beaters.
Fast forward, on the way out I went and said good bye to my old college friend and he said "You're so drunk!!!" to which I replied "I had one beer at 11pm, its now 2am, i'm completly sober" he didn't believe me. This made me sad. When I went and told my friends that I came with, they all said "Yeah, prolly everybody thinks your drunk"...This made me more sad.
It made me sad for a couple of reason.
#1- Why can't a strait white boy have fun in a gay club and dance bad w/o everyone thinking they are drunk.
#2- None of my friends up here know me, all my friends in Jacksonville, FL have seen me dance, hell i've danced with them, to them i'm a flaming liberal with a bi-sexual past (not completly true but we are dealing with the deep south). Yet up here i'm this conservative up tight strait person. The only reason i've never danced is b/c the music sucks.
Blah blah blah...
Do you know what I mean?
I walked into my apartment and got ready for bed, layed down and heard something. I got scared got my knife which i use for opening letters and walked around my apartment (all 375 square feet) to find... NOTHING..
Reason #355 Why I'm Insane-
I just got back from a really great night of dancing and I'm sad as hell b/c of some off-hand remark that one of my friends made. Tonight was 80's night at the local Gay club so me and five of my friends (who are girls and 3 of them are gay) all went out. I was driving so I wasn't drinking.
Now I love 80's music, and I love dancing. BUT. Most people up here that know me have never seen me dance b/c I usually only do it when I'm in my home town and the dj's plays the music I grew up with (read indie rock). I found that I miss dancing so I started going to 80's night at the gay club b/c it doesn't bother me and I like dancing.
Let me now tell you how I dance. I dance like an freaking idiot. I dont care. I bounce around, throw my head and just have a wonderful time. The word "Muppet" was used many times to describe me. Tonight I danced alot. While I was at the club I ran into a friend from college that I haven't seen in a couple years. He's gay, no big deal. A couple times we were dancing and we were joking around and grinding and what not, generally having a really good time. At college I didn't do this type of thing. Mainly b/c the college parties only played hip hop which, unless its like one of four artists that I like, I dont dance. That's the rub with me, I have to know and love the song to dance to it. Lucky for me I own a shitload of music. At any rate back to my story. I was dancing alot, sometimes with not many other people on the dance floor. It should also be noted at this point that the queens in their high heels were putting me to shame, as well as most of the gay boys. The only one's who danced anything close to me all looked like 12 year old boys in wife beaters.
Fast forward, on the way out I went and said good bye to my old college friend and he said "You're so drunk!!!" to which I replied "I had one beer at 11pm, its now 2am, i'm completly sober" he didn't believe me. This made me sad. When I went and told my friends that I came with, they all said "Yeah, prolly everybody thinks your drunk"...This made me more sad.
It made me sad for a couple of reason.
#1- Why can't a strait white boy have fun in a gay club and dance bad w/o everyone thinking they are drunk.
#2- None of my friends up here know me, all my friends in Jacksonville, FL have seen me dance, hell i've danced with them, to them i'm a flaming liberal with a bi-sexual past (not completly true but we are dealing with the deep south). Yet up here i'm this conservative up tight strait person. The only reason i've never danced is b/c the music sucks.
Blah blah blah...
Do you know what I mean?
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