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Tuesday Jun 17, 2003

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Introversion...

Being an introvert..
What the fuck does that mean? I often label myself as shy. I didint use to be... For me it happened (and I can put a definite date on this one) after my first year of college, the summer after my first year of college.. Major life tragedy does that to you. I use to be really out going and full of self confindence then one day it was gone. I wasn't able to relate to people like i use to and all of the sudden shit that never use to matter did. Its a total waste of your life, but I think that is the real irony of the situation. To know what you're doing is a total waste of time and a ruin to your life but to have no real power to change it b/c you're too insecure or shy... The sad part is that nobody really cares, why should they? I'm an extrovert trapped in the body of an introvert. All this brings me to something a girl I dated once told me. The older I get the more I think she's right.
She said "You think to much, its not healthy."


Random Movie Quote:
"What if I said that a team of climbers on Mt Blanc had found hard proof that my husband loved me?"
stickyrice:
Such proofs often are found atop mountains.

Also, I think your shyness will abate over time, especially if you accept it (I don't mean resign yourself to it!). You seem like a nice guy. Cheers. smile

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