Friday Jun 13, 2003

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Another day having done absoutly nothing. I was going to grocery shopping, I went so far as to walk into Stop&Shop got a cart and then realized I did not want to deal with the 100's of people shopping on a friday night. My PS2 has now decided that it doesn't like playing DVD's, this bothers me so I haven't been able to watch any of the DVD's I got for my birthday.
Everyone I know, locally, is out of town right now. That is a wierd situation as I have been out of town the past 3 weeks and I was looking forward to seeing my friends again but they had to take it upon themselves to go elsewhere. Life is kind of depressing when you have no one to share it with, not just a GF/BF but even friends.
I have applied to a job in MN but I have this awful feeling that I'm going to end up moving to Florida only b/c I am to scared to do anything else. I have just given up and accepted failure. I am sure this attitude will change but this is what happens when you have nothing to do.
dorinda:
OK so ignore my last message. Please ignore it anytime I talk about incest or chickens (yuck i did it again). I think I made my point though. It doesn't really matter what you say at any particular time, just as a whole. I talk on here because I want to know new people and get new ideas. I'm sure my life is just as boring as yours, if not more boring. Ahh I hate giving you any advice or saying anything. I don't even know you. How can you really know someone in space? So my question for you is, would you like me to not comment on things that you write about or do you want to just keep talking because talking is fun? I don't know why, maybe its because we are near the same age or because we are from the same place, but i can relate to you. I know how boring everything is. I know what its like to want to have fun so badly but not be doing enough to lead you in that direction. Maybe if I tell you that you can do anything (go to school, or find a job, or drive around the country scamming free meals and living in campsites) then I will know I can. I just don't like someone with a life that strikingly similar to how mine has been saying that they are doomed to fail. Thats what I've been thinking for months! But fuck it. You can make fun on your own. Of course that town is boring, but there is still some fun to suck out of it. I will shut up now.
dorinda:
Like robots?

I am a robot.

[Edited on Jun 13, 2003]

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