actuallynotyou

As taught in 10th grade chemistry: you're playing basketball...you are precise if the ball goes into the hoop, but you are accurate if it hits the same spot everytime time, whether in the hoop or not. Oh wait, its the opposite. No. Yeah. The opposite. .... Ok is been a while, you got me.

I either want to be a teacher or educate in some other way (educational software, programs, some kind of media). I'm not sure yet, which is why i'm going to school more. I am a teacher right now though, I teach Character Animation at Umass. I think a lot of the reason i'm going to grad school and staying here for that matter is that i just have a good gig here. I get to go to school for free if i work for the school and I have friends and a boyfriend here. I still can't help being bored by it all lately though. I need to leave or travel or something. Why are you traveling so much? Do you have some really cool kind of job or something that lets you do that?

I get to travel this week too! I go home to CT to get my wisdom teeth out! Oh the joy! I can wait for my giant puffed up face! This paragraph has lots of exclamation marks! I am bored!

And no... I didn't see tomahawk. No one would go with me and I just couldn't get myself to drive to Boston alone that week. Of course it probably would have been a huge adventure. I went to see Danzig alone last summer and that included such highlights as running into old coworkers, confronting childhood bullies, and getting a flat tire in hartford at one in the morning.

I love the stupidiest kind of adventure. I don't even care if bad things happen, just that something happens.
Tell me about adventure.

25!!!!!! Happy.

I studied "computer animation and graphic technology" or something like that. I don't exactly remember the phrasing. I did the make your own major program.

Where would you move away if you could move anywhere?

Do you like birthdays?

Bishop to knight five.

The mean is the average. The median in the number in the sequence that is in the middle in order. How did you know i would know the difference?

Oh and making your major isn't that hard. I guess its kind of hard to find classes at Umass, because you have to be aggressive and willing to talk to teachers, but the freedom of taking whatever you like is pretty fun. I wish I had taken classes at the other colleges, I feel like I limited myself.

In terms of moving places, its hard to say. I haven't been out of the country, except to canada. In this country I think I like northern California the best because I love the woods. I've always wanted to visit africa, new zeland, and france. Its hard to say where I'd really want to move. I don't really think money is an issue. Its not that hard to buy a plane ticket and i figure you can live anywhere if you don't have an expensive lifestyle. I'll sleep anywhere as long as there are too many bugs. I think about moving a lot. I plan on being here 2 more years and then moving away. This is a nice place, but there is nothing to do. I went to northampton to walk around on tuesday night and no one was there? Where is everyone? I know there must be cool people here, but i don't know where. I don't know what they do. The townies weren't even out on the road. I need a place where I don't have to beg for fun everyday. I want a place that is in between here and a city. I place that is clean and quiet and relaxing, but where people are on the go and want to have fun and are constantly sharing new creative ideas. Where is this place?

I am going to grad school for education at umass starting in the fall. I can't figure out why i want to stay here another 2 years. Probably because its easy.

Eek. I'm saying too much for my round. I'm sorry you don't like birthdays. I am pretty neutral towards them. For years its been just another day. I like half birthdays! I like caring about something that is so ridiculous that everyone thinks I am a fool!

Its time to look for more fun. Maybe people will be out tonight. Northampton here i come.

Oh yeah...and I moved to a different house in amherst. One for the summer. I am constantly moving around these towns. Who knows which one i will live in next year.

Oh yeah...and I moved to a different house in amherst. One for the summer. I am constantly moving around these towns. Who knows which one i will live in next year.

Oh yeah...and were/are YOU a 5 college person?

Wow, I've been without internet for almost a week. I think I almost turned cool in that time, but now its back to sitting! At least its in a new apartment.
Yeah maybe Hugo's. Do you know Sean Wright?

Yeah Woody Allen is ridiculously fun. I think he might sort of be in my blood. My parents have never really seemed to have anything in common, so one day I asked my mom if they liked the same things when they met. "We liked playing cards and Woody Allen movies", she tells me.

And your into... over on the left side is right. You can't be shy on the internet. I've been on this site almost a year and I don't have a single person on my friends list because we each comment in each others journals a couple times and then don't say anything else. I think its cause I don't have a journal. People don't like just chatting back and forth without anything of mine to read. I guess it makes sense. I don't ever think i'm gonna have a journal though. I just can't think of anything that everyone needs to hear, or anyone needs to hear for that matter.

ps. what do you do around here for fun? I've lived here 5 years and i still can't stop being bored daily.

I read your last post about leaving and I know what you mean. It is so easy to get lost, especially on the internet. There are so many people everywhere you go, there are so many people on this site. No one will notice when i'm gone because i never really came here. Its your own choice how much you put into things and get noticed.

awe i did a good deed for the day
how old is this girl in warren?
*ponders if she would know her*

it is the buckeye state. good call