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I'll be seeing you again.. in hell
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xxanastasiaxx:
i stopped for coffee along the way..I know my exit..that's the funny part..but I turned off 2 before for some odd reason..I'm such a dork when I am tired..
xxanastasiaxx:
yep..I'm in for lunch
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I am in full-on offical shock.
Its seems that she can no longer take it in CO and bought a plane ticket and is flying back right now.
As of yesterday she had no plans to come back until the end of the summer, or maybe mid-july.
Now she is on a plane.
Can I stand the pressure of being the main reason someone moved...
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dorinda:
Do whatever you think is best. I can always see zombies and I will find you sooner or later. I always look for you in town.
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Shit well that was wierd. I had this whole long entry and I thought it posted but now that I check back on it, it didn't
I was up until 9:30am reading "The Da Vinci Code"
Its the best book i've read in years.
Man my sleep sched. is all fucked up.
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I have nothing to say so I will just quote.

"Here's a tip:
There's a real mountain man sitting in the corner who has been rolling
his own cigarettes and checking out you waitresses for the past hour.
I like to call him Mountain Jack."

-- A note left instead of money by Jeff Frounfelker at an
A&W restaurant. He also drew a picture of...
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purpledaisy:
thanks for the response, this is gonna be a hard thing, much love to ya kiss kiss
dorinda:
What did you think I would sound like?!
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Something really funny happened last night. After we left the club we were stopped at a Pride-Mart convience store. Now the girl driving was listening to a Jay-Z cd. I dont know the name of the song but there is one where Jay-Z is going "my nigga, my nigga WHA!, my nigga" etc you get the picture.. So we all had been drinking a little...
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stickyrice:
Didn't mean to make a liar out of ya; just wanted you not to feel bad about the lack of comments ... although I had to backwards to do it. smile

The world would have loved me last night. biggrin
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I was up until 8am.. I love insomnia.
No, really.
I was rereading the last couple days of entries and I guess I came across as really depressed with the "nobody cares", but the thing was that it was more flippant than that. This is why I hate the internet. For as long as I've been on it you would think that I would have...
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dorinda:
Nope. No crazy stuff for me.

And no. I don't even read the boards. I wouldn't know where to sign your name up.
stickyrice:
Six girls taking you anywhere for anything is cause for celebration.

I would have commented in your commentless journal entry if I had discovered you then (I just did thorugh dorinda). Hell, I'll go do it now. smile
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The irony that I got no comments on the last entry is a little to much to bear..


(Edit)
In a funny way.. Not in a "Woe is me, my life is worthless" kind of way..

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dorinda:
Not that you care that I said that.
stickyrice:
I just went back and fixed the lack of comments on the previous entry. No one should have to endure that. smile
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Introversion...

Being an introvert..
What the fuck does that mean? I often label myself as shy. I didint use to be... For me it happened (and I can put a definite date on this one) after my first year of college, the summer after my first year of college.. Major life tragedy does that to you. I use to be really out going and full...
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stickyrice:
Such proofs often are found atop mountains.

Also, I think your shyness will abate over time, especially if you accept it (I don't mean resign yourself to it!). You seem like a nice guy. Cheers. smile

Which part of CO?
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Another day of doing exactly nothing. At least I left my house today. The good news is that people are getting back in town so I dont have to be alone anymore. I cracked out an old Cure album last night, special tortoure when your feelilng down, its amaising how much they remind me of HS.

I was poking around the MTV sight today and...
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bruisedviolet27:
nah Minnesota was 85 degrees out today...in the winter it can get pretty cold though... good bandssmile...
mistressmissy:
i will be happy if i never have a car catch fire on me
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Another day of doing nothing, maybe I'll make it grocery shopping. I want to restet everything, change my name and go anomyous. But of course in real life you can't do that. Maybe I just want a job or something to do. People talk about how cool it would be to not have a job and do nothing. Man that is taxing. You feel worthless...
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dorinda:
Bake lots of things and have a bake sale on the street. You will learn new things, make friends, and maybe even make 20 bucks.
This is my best idea. sorry

Anything you get excited about, go for it!
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Another day having done absoutly nothing. I was going to grocery shopping, I went so far as to walk into Stop&Shop got a cart and then realized I did not want to deal with the 100's of people shopping on a friday night. My PS2 has now decided that it doesn't like playing DVD's, this bothers me so I haven't been able to watch any...
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dorinda:
OK so ignore my last message. Please ignore it anytime I talk about incest or chickens (yuck i did it again). I think I made my point though. It doesn't really matter what you say at any particular time, just as a whole. I talk on here because I want to know new people and get new ideas. I'm sure my life is just as boring as yours, if not more boring. Ahh I hate giving you any advice or saying anything. I don't even know you. How can you really know someone in space? So my question for you is, would you like me to not comment on things that you write about or do you want to just keep talking because talking is fun? I don't know why, maybe its because we are near the same age or because we are from the same place, but i can relate to you. I know how boring everything is. I know what its like to want to have fun so badly but not be doing enough to lead you in that direction. Maybe if I tell you that you can do anything (go to school, or find a job, or drive around the country scamming free meals and living in campsites) then I will know I can. I just don't like someone with a life that strikingly similar to how mine has been saying that they are doomed to fail. Thats what I've been thinking for months! But fuck it. You can make fun on your own. Of course that town is boring, but there is still some fun to suck out of it. I will shut up now.
dorinda:
Like robots?

I am a robot.

[Edited on Jun 13, 2003]
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Fuck this line of thought.
I'm sick of talking about this.
I have nothing else to say, in fact I have no idea why I write in here to begin with.
dorinda:
You don't need a reason to write here. Sometimes you just need to get words out, sometimes you want to hear what outsiders think. Its not important. Write if you want, don't if you don't want.

Anyway, I'm jealous of your travel. I'm going to philly in a few days and then new jersey. Thats kind of like traveling, but not far enough for me.

And living in the now is cool. I know that I'm going to grad school at Umass in the fall, but I don't know who I will be living with. All my friends already have people to live with. Time to meet some strangers or answer random flyers!

And although you don't think people may care about what you have to say, they do. I don't find "i'm from florida" very boring at all. Its just a sentence. Its nice to hear about new people, however unreal they may be due to the internet thing. I like stories. Feel free to tell me any little adventures. My life is damn boring right now and it may just be that way for another 2 years while i live in the valley. That doesn't mean I can't love stories and silly adventures and doing random things.

I have giant chipmunk cheeks! You are talking to a chipmunk. Although it doesn't hurt I look like a fool! My adventure today is watching enough tv to drive me insane!
time for dinner.
dorinda:
You're right. I'm not going to lie. Mystery about a person makes them more interesting. I always want to know tons about a person at the beginning. And you are also right that if you talked about a girl and veggie burgers everyday, I would get bored, but NOTHING is boring to me the first time. If everyday you get the same cup of coffee, you only have to tell me once, but the different is wonderful. Going to the store and trying on funny pants is a story, letting a pig out of a barn and chasing him down the road is a story. Everything is a story!
I've never seen pretty in pink. I wanted to rent it the other day (because of the vh1 special), but we got hellraiser (and hellraiser 2) for some reason. Those are good movies, a little too much blood and incest, but still, really good.
And you're right that I'm a hypocrit for telling you to write in your journal, when I wont' share anything. I just can't bear to tell people stuff about me that they wouldn't care about. I guess thats how you felt. In fact, you should probably jsut ignore everything I said about that. I know how you feel. I talk about my boyfriend and my lack of life all the time and I'm so sick of it. It makes me not want to talk. The last semester was a depressing one, because everyone had school and all i had was 10 hours of work a week and the internet. I was a loser. I sat in front of my computer for the whole day and then went out with people at night (going out being going to friends and watching movies). MEH! Boring life! I'm trying to make it better. Maybe by telling you that you can talk about anything you want, I'm telling me that i can talk about anything . I'm the queen of projecting.
So anyway, it is interesting that I don't know what you look like. But i'm sure I would still talk to you unless you put up a picture of yourself and you were having sex with a chicken. If not wanting a friend that sleeps with chickens is superficial, then that I am!