last day of working the central cali coast . heading back to the desert tmrw. for at least 12 days but maybe for a long time. have to see how the work situation unfolds. would like to be in phx thru the winter if I can.
going to the D'backs home playoff games. And the AZ Cardinals game vs. Carolina on the 14th. Maybe Sun...
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going to the D'backs home playoff games. And the AZ Cardinals game vs. Carolina on the 14th. Maybe Sun...
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open_wound:
Too bad you can't stick around for the ALMS race at Laguna Seca in a couple weeks!
lizardam:
Thanks. 
lizardam:
Ugh, what a mess indeed. Thank you, I know the drinking won't solve it.....but it made me feel better for a minute at least. 
cherries:
Gorgeous picture!
The typing sound? Well my digital camera has always made that sound on video mode. kinda sucks.
The typing sound? Well my digital camera has always made that sound on video mode. kinda sucks.
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quasievil01:
This might help you with why. Great book. It would seem that in large part it is human nature to control others, and that all of us are suceptable to acting in this fashion. It also seems that only through constant reminders of the lessons of the past, say Auschwitz and Rawanda, do a few exceptional people manage to rise above this baser desire and remain true humanitarians. Morality is thought to be instinctual on some levels, but it is largely taught and they've found that as a defense mechanism, all of us are capable of switching it off to cope with the situation. Now imagine being raised generation after generation to believe that you are better than everyone else who wasn't born into affluence like you, that the teeming masses of the worlds population were no better than animals, ignorant and directionless. You might believe that it's your place to mould them into something productive and full of purpose, and vision.
I've been trying to cope with this knowledge for 10 yrs now, and up until recently my defense mechanism has been denial. Once your eyes have been opened it is difficult not to see it everywhere you look. We are not truly free, we are trapped as surely as any slave, working only to survive, while the spoils of our labour goes to serve our owners.
I have two children, and my struggle now is wether or not to "wake them up" to lifetime of sleepless nights and heartbreak, or allow them to remain blissfully ignorant to truth. Because that is how we all can cope.
Denial.
Or... there are people working hard against this, the makers of those movies, for example. There are people doing some amazing things, like Neo in the Matrix. That's what the videos are about. WAKE UP WORLD, lets all wake up, and start to fight.
I've been trying to cope with this knowledge for 10 yrs now, and up until recently my defense mechanism has been denial. Once your eyes have been opened it is difficult not to see it everywhere you look. We are not truly free, we are trapped as surely as any slave, working only to survive, while the spoils of our labour goes to serve our owners.
I have two children, and my struggle now is wether or not to "wake them up" to lifetime of sleepless nights and heartbreak, or allow them to remain blissfully ignorant to truth. Because that is how we all can cope.
Denial.
Or... there are people working hard against this, the makers of those movies, for example. There are people doing some amazing things, like Neo in the Matrix. That's what the videos are about. WAKE UP WORLD, lets all wake up, and start to fight.
frantic:
dont get lost!
and no i hadnt given up. just gotten snowed under with crap. hope you like my azines.com stuff!
and no i hadnt given up. just gotten snowed under with crap. hope you like my azines.com stuff!
HEY!!! ARBOR MIST EVERYBODY!!! ARBOR MIST!!!
frantic:
thanks for reading it. And i love gettin up at 5am to watch a race. makes it fun!
i'm going to nyc, geneva and barcelona, back to nyc and then back to here
starting tmrw. really.
most importantly, i'm not working for 2 weeks.
1st time to europe.
nice.
starting tmrw. really.
most importantly, i'm not working for 2 weeks.
1st time to europe.
nice.
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frantic:
what the espoinage thing with ferrari stephney?
ges:
I'm glad you liked my set! Thanks a lot 
wine cooler headache
frantic:
i really did think id just seen someone die. it was horrible thank goodness hes ok, still go lewis and hurry f***ing up ferrari.
badrobot:
tsk - Start Me Up, Paint It Black, Sympathy For The Devil, Ruby Tuesday... yes, they've not anything truly great for 20+ years, but when they rocked, they rocked
arizona has 3x the legal limits of 'soot' in the air. otherwise, i pretty much like it here. the cement boogers and every morning and night sore throat suck the nuts though.
Does anyone even care at all about Cycling? What the fuck ever. Landis. Lemond. Armstrong. Doping. Roids. Boring. Get that shit off my sportscenter ...........rrrrrrrrrrright now.
frantic:
they better replce it with monaco this weekend!
Cho Seung-Hui,
You are a selfish sick fucking bastard. Hell is not good enough for you. What a fucking asshole.
You are a selfish sick fucking bastard. Hell is not good enough for you. What a fucking asshole.
frantic:
Agreed. words just cant put into context.
On a lighter note your fant f1 teams are 5th and 21st outta 23. Funnny that its your "going backward"s team that are doing just that.
On a lighter note your fant f1 teams are 5th and 21st outta 23. Funnny that its your "going backward"s team that are doing just that.
the new 'low' song is great: http://www.myspace.com/low 'breaker'
i'll try to see them in L.A. in june.
i'm 16-5 and been in 1st place almost wire to wire in my fantasy league but my luck, i'll get bounced in the 1st round of our playoffs.
sleepytime gorilla museum in tucson tmrw.
and L.A. on friday
i'll try to see them in L.A. in june.
i'm 16-5 and been in 1st place almost wire to wire in my fantasy league but my luck, i'll get bounced in the 1st round of our playoffs.
sleepytime gorilla museum in tucson tmrw.
and L.A. on friday
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doctashock:
The Police are on. The tickets are on their way to me in the mail now. Daft Punk may also be available if my old college buddy who I haven't seen in a year doesn't claim them.
frantic:
will listen to it when i get chance, but whatta race you fant f1 teams not too god tho!