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So, since I may have single handedly crashed SG by trying to switch to Sivs previous journal entry (I dont know if its actually related it just happened at the same time) I think I will work on my latest compulsion.my journal.

First off I must say that should Siv come here and write a response communiqu as she frequently does after I comment in...
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must make this short, which shouldn't matter since nobody reads this anyway. I find it kinda therapeutic though so its not a waste.

Spent too much time today cleaning for today to be a good day but its been so warm and pretty outside that being in a bad mood is practically impossible. That is why Im late in writing Hillary. But Im skipping the...
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so I bet all zero of the people who read this journal want to hear about me rant about friends.

so I will

my ex-girlfriend is someone who has put up with me for years. She put up with me for 8 years while we were together, then we fought for a few years while we were breaking up, then we got back together a...
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wow, shit's really gone to hell at work. why do people just want to fight? they would rather be pissed of than make any progress. oh, and why do I feel compelled to continue trying to do something? oh, and am I actually helping or not?

I've been reading ask Synnove and it's infiltrated my brain.

Siv's photo's cheered me up a bit, that's some amazing photography. My latest thought is: if I'm the mood swing gold medalist how come I can't swing into a good mood right about now.....

ah, things just keep getting better. well that's how life goes for all the ups there are downs. Unfortunately, no matter how easy it is to say that it doesn't make life any easier.

well score one more for the chaos theory. I'm in a pissed mood -today fucking sucked for everybody I know.

oh yes, I forget to add:

Think back to your past life when you were a Russian soldier trying to defend Saint Petersburg from Hitlers troops, now think about the officers of said soldiers and how they stood behind their troops and shot them as...
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Made Zen sand garden designs in the white of the apple I was eating with my serrated knife. Switched to carrots, tiny baby organic ones; no knife needed (they havent even got teeth yet). Want to have a glass of chocolate milk after my shower (first one in years, bought the milk special) but the crazy naked PETA woman had to go and say theres...
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huhm, I've discovered that I semi-enjoy making journal entries that no one but me will be reading....maybe I will get a real plain old paper journal and start writing. novel idea!

First thing off, Siv is an amazing photographer/artist if you stumbled across this journal quit reading and go check out the pictures she posts.....then come back. I guarantee that will be more interesting; after all I have other talents than journal writing.

I found the thread on genital herpes particulairly unnerving. It makes me wonder how in the world I ever made it to 32...
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Sat and talked with Mary about humanity; appears I'm missing mine.

Typed all day at work; came home and turned the comp on.

Hiked in forest; went out for fries and chicken strips.

He bought her a $6K ring; lusts after a skinny girl with dyed red hair.

Makes $41K/yr; pennys made it till yesterday.

irony or sarcasm

and;
just in case Siv should happen...
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