well any way i mess up on posting i always do so any way i wrote something below this writing .. feel free to read it if you like ... i was upset in a way the day i wrote this...... and i know my spelling can be a mess but hey i am not up for a spelling be ......... oooo well

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if you only knew how much i hate you
how much i dispise you
if only once i was allowed
one day to just show the world
how evil and vile you are then
you would see that you are meaningless
to me,
sometimes my life is out of control
and i seem to not care, the madness sets in
but then i say
itis not about you
it is about me right ......
and the way i feel.. at this point in time
so fuck you (softly saying)
and any one like you
love your enemy... is this so hard
and that is what i do
i love my enemies
until i am sick and want to vomit
and get rid of all the
nasty fucking shit
that is love for you
and all that are like you
this to me is greater. for you are
evil and vile....and it is all about you ..... fuck me
chelle 2oo5

i know sometimes i get so mad .....
but dont we all...............