well i finished another tattoo today just the lining . have ot order new needles well i did they just have to get here ,(smile) but i wanted to stop my hours have changed at work since my super quit.. man any way..... i want to post two of my writings i like to write when ever it comes to me . but they are both different . so i hope you enjoy them both..... meow......


~1:ooam~
how can i be sane
if i can not write,
surely i will go mad and overwhelmed
with these haunting feelings
so trivial at times they are
it seems as if i have taken a drug
that says drink me for i am what you need to live
in my writings my soul is revealed
and those that read will wonder
who? what ? when?
where? and how?
questions that i sometimes ask myself,
questions at times that i can not even answer
for here in my world
when heads are upon pillows
and bodies lye with-in anothers arms
i write to a song to a beat
that only i can hear
i write of love, of of lust ,of pain
i write of sorrow, of joy of happiness iwrite for you
or do i write for me? imust truly write for me
to not go mad and perish in dismay
but to florish, and blossom in to the person
ishould be, the soul , the mind,
the heart that beats and ony be me
you black swan..... chelle 2oo5