acidwerm

i feel like i'm slipping. i don't know if this is me going crazy or if this is me just angry. but everything about me i keep seeing through differant eyes and i hate me for it. i keep putting my foot in my mouth and doing things i wish i hadn't. i keep thinking i need help and dr. Rx to balance myself out, but i'm affraid of those things not affraid to take them but affraid of not being myself anymore. but when you hate everything about yourself is that a bad change would it be so bad to be someone differant someone who isn't affraid of his own shadow, someone who isn't affraid of the person he's becoming. i just don't want to do it because i'm not sure of who i am and who i want to become. i wear this mask for you to please you, i wear this mask to hide myself from myself. noone cares noone listens.