acidtears

I've never been one to say


that the only person you can trust is yourself

but seems like it should be my new motto. Its as if whenever i get happy or I think that things are going to get better, something goes wrong.

There is so much other shit going on in my life....and then I lose my job.Over some bullshit! FUCK YOU. Thats what I have to say about that. Goes to show you can't trust anyone.....

Is it my fault that the car is in the shop?

Is it my fault that the people in my life have other things to do than cater to my need to go somewhere?

Is it my fault that your house is so fucking stressful, that i would rather stay at my house and fight to get a ride, than be unhappy at your place?

Or is it my fault that there was an inccident involving a friend, who was raped that i focused on when I got home...that it slipped my mind?

Fuck you for not giving me a chance to explain...I hope you all rot in hell for the fucking rotten assholes you are.



PS-I'm pissed, can you tell?