another weekend goes by...all hell breaks lose...i completely lost it this weekend..i thought i lost him..he left and discarded me...i couldnt breathe..i couldnt walk i couldnt talk..i was all washed up..something that i promised myself...i would never let myself go through again..i completely broke down...was it worth it to go through that kind of pain? fuck yes it was.. because i know i deserve it..i knew what was coming to me....and i jumped head first into it anyway..with all the best intentions... but karma kicked my ass once again..and i was lyling in a pool of blood...of my own creation.
'he ripped me open with the knife i gave him'
and i deserved every minute of it...
'he ripped me open with the knife i gave him'
and i deserved every minute of it...
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Not true, you don't deserve it.
You have truely loved. Something not many people, married or not, have ever experienced.
William Shakespeare said in As You Like It:
"If thou remember'st not the slightest folly
That ever love did make thee run into,
Thou has not lov'd."
You were not wrong to give your heart. What happened to you was not bad karma for giving your heart. His karmic debt just went waayyy up.
It was worth the pain for knowing the love you gave, not because you deserve it. You did NOT deserve this!