acidicman

Whilst some of us remain the same the rest of us will change. I don't know which faction I'm in yet.

I've been a good lad with my exercises sort of. Didn't do anything on Friday or Saturday, but I've done about 10 minutes last night and tonight. That's all I need to keep myself doing. If I can do 10 minutes each night, it'll all come good. Any more I do is a bonus.

I love the dreams I have where it's like a film....
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Arrgh. I hate waking up without any idea how you got there. At least this time it's mainly all come back to me. I had a pretty random evening. Seemed to talk to a lot of people I wouldn't normally do. At least I didn't go and leave really random messages on some poor girls page.

FRESH START.
2006 has started today. From now on, I'm focussing on one aim for this year. Reclaim my physique I had when I was 17. That involves losing about 6 years of laziness.

I aim to get myself back to being able to do 20 press ups. Currently I can do 0 proper ones and about 10 from my knees.

I need to get...
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If I lived in a big city, I think I'd be happier. I wouldn't have to leave to get a bus home. There'd be a club I liked to go. I'd go on my own. I'd stand on my own. I'd leave on my own. I'd go home, and I'd cry. But I'd be happy. Instead.

If you've got nothing to say, say it with flowers.

Send out our young blood to fight Johnny Foreigner.

I was holding the smashed razor blade above my skin about to start a new regime of bleed baby bleed. I'd only made a preliminary cut to find the 'bleeders' and was about to make the real deep one.

Then it just struck me. STOP. Modern man is missing his big fight. many generations ago a man would have been able to go out on...
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This community is as sick as the real world.

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